October 9th 2010 9:45 am
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I miss my little man as much today as I did a year ago, it really hasn't gotten any easier, but I am crying less, but I still cry all the time. Its a year today that we took him in for his ultra sound, he was declared cancer free, and was admitted into the seizure study. We brought him home on the 10th and that night he started to have seizure after seizure, we rushed him to the emergency hospital, he had bloated and twisted, he was rushed into surgery, but didn't make it. We had to let our baby go. I miss his sillyness, his talking all the time, I even miss the occasional pee on the floor! I would give anything to have him back, he was my heart! I hope and pray; that he is happy at the Rainbow Bridge, running and having a good time, because we will "all" be together again, and this time it will be forever.
I love and miss you so much Bubba, and your sister still looks for you.

Love forever,
Your mom