Happy Birthday little man

Today would have been my little man's 10th birthday, oh how I wish he was here to celebrate. I am praying that he is celebrating with his sister at the Bridge. The last birthday that we could celebrate together is was a young 6 years old, on that day we were all so happy that he had made it that far, never knowing what was so close to happening, we thought we were through the worst of it, but that is still going on. Happy Birthday Oakley, my little man, I miss you more each and every day. We will be together again, that I promise

Broken

My little man, its 3 years ago today that you left us. This broke our hearts in a way that can never be repaired. A day does not go by that you arent't thought of or talked about, you set the bar very high for your new brother Roger. I've since lost our Britania Marie, I pray that the 2 of you have found each other up there and are romping like you use to here. Because of you and Brit I was able to open my heart for Roger, who we rescued. I know that you are laughing because he tends to be naughty at times! I just wanted to say "hi" Bubba and let you know that you are so missed, take care my little man, mommy loves and misses you so much, we all do.

Love,

Mommy

Finally meet Remi's mom

Oak, Just wanted to let you know that I meet Remi's mom finally, I sent biscuits home for her from you! She is so nice, mom hated to see her and Paul leave. We talked about you and Brit, she said she wishes that she could have meet you two, but mommy knows that you and Brit are up there and saw everything. Love you little man!

Happy Birthday

Today is my little man's 9th birthday. I miss you more than words can say Oak, I love you so much. I hope that you and your sissy Britania Marie are celebrating together, and that you are taking are of her. I miss you, and look forward to the day we are together again, and this time it will be forever.

Missing you

Hi little man, boy I miss you bubba. You started this all, you have made me into the Boxer loving person that I am. This was our 3rd christmas without you. A day doesn't go by that we don't talk about you and Brit, we even call Roger by your name! You are always looking at us, we have your pictures everywhere, along with Brit. Roger knows all about you guys. I love you Oak, and always will. I hope you are taking care of your sister Brit.
Talk soon my little man.

Sad day

My little man, its 2 years ago today that you left us for the Rainbow Bridge. I cry all the time Bubba, I miss you so much. I remember every second of that awful day, we did everything we could to keep you with us, but it just wasn't meant to be. I can still see you looking at me, I will never forget those beautiful eyes. We came home to get your sister, Britania Marie, she kissed your nose and laid down next to you. she knew you were gone, but everytime mommy would go somewhere, when I came home Brit would run to see if you were in the Jeep, she never gave up hope, she missed you every day for the next 19 months. She is with you now, I hope you hade a good reunion, and you are taking care of each other. I will miss you every day of my remaining life my little man, and look forward to being with you and your sister again. Oh, almost forgot, your new brother Roger says thank you for hooking us up, he certainly has been a challenge but is the perfect little man now, and Chumlee the kitty, Steven your skin brother gave him to me, he is a Maine Coon who thinks he is a dog, you would have loved him.
I feel your presence here every day, and I still talk to you and Brit every day, you have inspired me, and I will never forget you, and I look forward to seeing you again.

Love,
Mommy

Yippee

Well Brit and I did it!! We have channeled ourselves through a new White Boxer boy named Roger. Mom picked him up yesterday, he is a combination of me and Brit, its so nice to see mom smiling again, she hasn't done that in a very very long time, she was so intent on taking care of me and then Brit when we were sick, that she didn't think of anything else. So the two of us got together up here and did our magic, and now mom is happy and so is the rest of my family. Way to go Roger, keep mom smiling.

Birthday

Today would have been my little man's 8th birthday. How I wish he was still here in body, but in spirit he is always here. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him, its been really hard to face each day without him, but there are a lot os smiles now because of his memory. I know that he is sharing this special day with his sister Britania Marie who went to be with him just 5 short weeks ago. Happy Birthday my little man, we all love and miss you so much.

One Year Today

Oh my little man, its exactly to the minute one year ago today that you left us. Its been by far the hardest year of my life. There isn't one single thing that you did that I don't miss, even when you were naughty. One day my love we will be together again, you are my heart. Britania Marie misses you also, she has been very sick, she still looks for you. I know that you are running free without any pain and will always be young, I love and miss you so much, you are forever in my heart and always on my mind.

Love,

Mommy

missing my little man

I miss my little man as much today as I did a year ago, it really hasn't gotten any easier, but I am crying less, but I still cry all the time. Its a year today that we took him in for his ultra sound, he was declared cancer free, and was admitted into the seizure study. We brought him home on the 10th and that night he started to have seizure after seizure, we rushed him to the emergency hospital, he had bloated and twisted, he was rushed into surgery, but didn't make it. We had to let our baby go. I miss his sillyness, his talking all the time, I even miss the occasional pee on the floor! I would give anything to have him back, he was my heart! I hope and pray; that he is happy at the Rainbow Bridge, running and having a good time, because we will "all" be together again, and this time it will be forever.
I love and miss you so much Bubba, and your sister still looks for you.

Love forever,
Your mom