<?xml version="1.0"?><!-- generator=" Dogster feed generator/0.1 " -->
<rss version="2.0" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/">
<channel>
<title>My World - by Gonzo</title>
<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo</link>
<description>Dogster diary for the dog Gonzo - In Loving Memory</description>
<language>en</language>
<copyright>Copyright 2013 by Gonzo - In Loving Memory &amp; Dogster</copyright>
<pubDate>Sat, 25 May 2013 09:59:55 PDT</pubDate>
<generator>Dogster Pet-o-matic Gennie - http://www.dogster.com</generator>
<ttl>360</ttl>

	<item>
		<title>Three Years Ago Yesterday...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/677641</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 17 Jun 2010 07:46:05 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/677641</guid>
		<description>I lost my soulmate.  My best friend. My rock. 

Gonzo, I know you don't want me crying over you -  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I lost my soulmate.  My best friend. My rock. 

Gonzo, I know you don't want me crying over you - that's why I concentrated on making your little brother Boudreaux the happiest dog he can be during the time he has left. I miss you terribly but decided that it would honor you more by giving Bou the best of me instead of wallowing in the grief that still haunts me.  

I can't believe you've been gone for three years. Sometimes with Boudreaux, it's like  you're still here with me.  I know you are - you taught him to take care of me for you. He has become my soulmate, my best friend, my rock.  Thank you for teaching him and being with him to take care of me. I know you've had your paw in all of this.  

Now, I'm facing Boudreaux's cancer and I feel like not only am I losing him, but I'm losing you all over again. I'm not sure my heart can bear that.  You and Bou were so close. Such loving brothers - you were such a great mentor.

I love you, my Angel and I'll always hold you in my heart.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Our Dear Friend Rosie is Missing! Please Help!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/633426</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 6 Nov 2009 06:30:02 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/633426</guid>
		<description>Rosie escaped the morning of 11-5-09 from her pet sitter's fenced backyard. She actually managed to  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Rosie escaped the morning of 11-5-09 from her pet sitter's fenced backyard. She actually managed to unlatch the gate and presumably is headed for home. Her owner is one of my best friends and was scheduled to go out of town today hence the need for a pet sitter.

Rosie is an adult, female, German Shepherd with a very black colored face. AC saw her at North Star and Northwest Blvd. at 10:00 AM this morning but couldn't catch her. If you find her or think you've seen her please call 614-297-8380 or 614-787-1405. She is normally a friendly dog but was very scared when she was last sighted and took off running. Please let us know if you see her.

Rosie was wearing a pink gingham collar, she has all her tags on.

Please help me spread the word to anyone you know who lives in the Columbus area. Share this message on Facebook and retweet on Twitter.

We are worried sick for Rosie's safety.

Thank you for any help!

Please see FindRosie.com for more info!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Two years ago today...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/597103</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 16 Jun 2009 04:51:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/597103</guid>
		<description>My sweet Gonzo man...two years ago today it was as if someone had ripped my heart right out of my ch ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My sweet Gonzo man...two years ago today it was as if someone had ripped my heart right out of my chest.  I lost my best friend, my rock.  We had been through so much together.  Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and not many go by that I don't shed a tear.  I know you don't want me to be sad, but I miss you so very much.  You did such a great job teaching Boudy how to take care of me and you would be so proud of him.  I miss you, Gonzo and I will love you forever.  Until we meet again, my Angel Boy.

I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too.
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake, with which I’ll never part.
God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>My Borrowed Angel</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/505521</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 14 Sep 2008 18:01:29 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/505521</guid>
		<description>Oh Gonzo...some days are so hard for me.  I always miss you, but some days my heart is filled with s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Gonzo...some days are so hard for me.  I always miss you, but some days my heart is filled with so much sadness and emptiness.  I miss you so very much.  I have listened to the song on your page a dozen times and sat looking at all your pictures while sobbing.  I do believe you were an angel sent to help me.  I miss you so very much and I long to bury my face in your soft, warm fur.  You are so much a part of me and I will love you always.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>One Year At The Bridge</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/471255</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:23:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/471255</guid>
		<description>Sweet Gonzoman,
I can&acirc;t believe it has been a year since I held you and kissed the little cowlick ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Sweet Gonzoman,
I can’t believe it has been a year since I held you and kissed the little cowlick on your nose.  Not a day has passed that I haven’t thought of you.  I still can’t believe you are gone.  I’m not sure that a day has gone by that I haven’t shed a tear for you.  I still carry your collar in my purse and sometimes hold it to my heart.  
My dear Gonzo, I wouldn’t be here today if it weren’t for you.  It was your love that brought me through the darkest days of my life – at least those were the darkest at that point – they don’t compare to losing you.  Even as a tiny puppy, you knew just what to do to save me from myself.  Had it not been for you struggling to climb on the bed and lick my tears away, I may have done something stupid and selfish, but at that moment, I knew I couldn’t leave you all alone.  You were my rock, my anchor, and I’m still lost without you.  
You were taken from me much too soon, too suddenly.  I would have given everything I had to save you, but it was not meant to be.  You took your last breath in my arms…and with it, you took my heart.  
Every time I hear Tim McGraw on the radio singing the song “My Best Friend” I think of you.  I used to sing that song to you because you were and will always be my best friend.


My Best Friend
Recorded by:  Tim McGraw; Songwriters:  Aimee Mayo & Bill Luther
Reworked for Gonzo by Gonzo’s Mom

I never had no one that I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’, so tired of searchin’
‘Til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a pupper
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just got closer
I fell in love all over
Every time I looked at you

I don’t know where I’d be
If you hadn’t been here with me
Life with you made perfect sense
You’re my best friend

You stood by me and you believed in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world went crazy, you were there to save me
You made me see how much I had

And I still tremble
At the thought
Of your last breath in my arms
and the feeling of loss 

You’re more than a pupper
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh, we just got closer
I fell in love all over
Every time I looked at you

I don’t know where I’d be
If you hadn’t been here with me
Life with you made perfect sense
You’re my best friend

Gonzo, I love you.  I miss you.  I hope you are having fun, running and playing with your brothers and Gertie and all your friends.  I can’t wait to see you and hold you again, sweet boy.  Thank you for teaching Boudreaux how to take good care of me.  I see so much of you in him, and I know that you still have a paw in that.  My shattered heart will never be completely repaired, but with the memory of the unconditional love you gave to me, I will go on.  You will always be my best friend.

I love you, Gonzo.

Love,
Mommy]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Tryin' to help my pal Jay-Jay</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/460556</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 16 May 2008 13:05:07 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/460556</guid>
		<description>My good friend Jay-Jay - you know, the cute little yorkie that everywoof loves - is working again to ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My good friend Jay-Jay - you know, the cute little yorkie that everywoof loves - is working again to help homeless animals! Jay-Jay is the little guy with the big ole heart! I hope that all my friends that read this can help him, even if it's just moral support! Here's what Jay-Jay had to say in his forum post: 


In support of the Humane Society of Ocean City, NJ - a truly no-kill shelter! 

Hello My Fellow Puppers, 

I wanted to let you all know that I will again be walking in the 5th Annual "Barks on the Boards" Dog Walking Event to benefit the Ocean City, NJ Humane Society (HSOC). The HSOC is a wuffderful, no-kill shelter that continues to function with the help of public support and a full staff of volunteers. 

“Barks on the Boards 2008” will take place on Saturday, May 24th, and it is the ONLY day that us furry 4-leggers are allowed to strut our stuff on the boardwalk! This will be my 4th year participating in this pawsome event, and really is loads of fun! In past years I’ve even got to meet some fellow Dogsters - and am hoping to meet more this year! 

Last year was my 2nd year on a row being named highest individual donor, and I am hoping to make this my 3rd year to receive that wuffderful distinction! So…if anywoof wants to send a few bones in my name please go to my Dogster page for more details in my diary, or check out my group “JJ’s Faithful Funders”, it’s free to join of course! 

http://www.dogster.com/group/Jjs_faithful_funders-8001 

Thanks so much for taking the time to read! 

Wuv & Licks, 
Jay-Jay 




Now, this big event is coming up real soon, so I hope everywoof who reads this will join Jay-Jay's group and help him in any way you can!

Thanks from the Bridge,
Gonzo]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Meeting Sammy J</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/444956</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 4 Apr 2008 11:07:56 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/444956</guid>
		<description>My dear friend Samuel Jacob came to meet me at the Rainbow Bridge today.  I am so very happy to fina ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My dear friend Samuel Jacob came to meet me at the Rainbow Bridge today.  I am so very happy to finally get to meet him.  I love him dearly and he has always been a very good friend to me and my family.  

I am sad for all the doggies and people who will miss our dear Sammy.  I know his mommy is sad and lonely for him, just like the rest of the Roo Crew.  They are such a special family.  I am sad, too watching my mommy cry for Sammers.  She said that her heart is breaking  - for the loss of Sammers and for his family, who we know are sad.  They gave Sammy such a wonderful life full of love and Sammers has told me how much he loves them all.  

Sammers and I love our families so much...please don't be sad.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>9 Months at the Bridge</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/437845</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 20:12:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/437845</guid>
		<description>Oh Gonzoman, will I ever stop crying for you?  I think since I've been unemployed this last week, I' ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Gonzoman, will I ever stop crying for you?  I think since I've been unemployed this last week, I've had more time to think about you and more time to miss you terribly.  You have been on my mind so much lately.  I miss so much your soulful brown eyes and your adorable, funny "airplane ears."  I miss the way you would wake me up every morning and the way you would let me know it was time for bed.  I never thought I would be without you so soon.  You will live on forever in my heart, sweet boy.  I love you so very much and I miss you terribly.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Six Years Ago Today...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/437454</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 15 Mar 2008 17:59:36 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/437454</guid>
		<description>I brought a tiny little fluffball of a puppy home from the pound.  It didn't take long for him to ta ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I brought a tiny little fluffball of a puppy home from the pound.  It didn't take long for him to take over my heart and my life.  We had our ups and downs...but we were always a team and always together.  I can't believe that today is the sixth anniversary of the day I brought you home and tomorrow will be 9 months since you left me for the Bridge.

My Gonzo, I don't know if I will ever get over losing you.  You were the light and love of my life.  You saved my life at my very darkest moment, and brought so much joy into a life that I thought was not worth living.  You took the very worst day of my life and gave me something to live for.  You were there for me, even as a tiny puppy.  You were there for me again each time my heart broke with the loss of a beloved pup: Mighty, Bubba, then Fritzie.  You gave me a reason to keep going.  You were so wise - you knew that I'd need somepuppy to keep me going when it was your time, so you taught Boudreaux how to take care of me the way you did.  Had he not been there that awful day you died in my arms, I'm not sure I would have been able to handle it.  Sometimes he does the exact same things you used to do - in ways only you would.  I know you are still with me.  I feel you around me all the time.  I only hope you know how much I love you.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Happy Birthday, Angel Boy!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/425929</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 05:59:47 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/425929</guid>
		<description>Dearest Gonzo,

I miss you so much, sweet boy.  This birthday would have been your sixth, but inst ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Dearest Gonzo,

I miss you so much, sweet boy.  This birthday would have been your sixth, but instead it will be the first you spend at the Bridge.  I know you have Mighty, Bubba, Fritzie and Gertie with you, as well as numerous new friends.  I am glad you are not celebrating alone.  My heart is so heavy today as I miss you terribly.  Boudreaux seems to know it is a special day, too.  I've cried all night for you and I can barely function today.  I always called you my Angel Boy because I knew you were an angel sent to heal my broken heart.  I never thought you'd become a Bridge Angel so quickly.  You will always live in my heart and I will forever cherish your memory.  I love you more than words can say and through my tears I smile when I think of you.

I love you, Angel Boy!

Love,
Mommy]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Six Months at the Bridge</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/402254</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:17:07 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/402254</guid>
		<description>My Dear Gonzo,

I cried for you all day yesterday.  I know you saw me and I hope it didn't make yo ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Dear Gonzo,

I cried for you all day yesterday.  I know you saw me and I hope it didn't make you sad, but I miss you terribly.  I couldn't even type for all the tears.  Yesterday was six months since you had to leave me for the Bridge.  Not a day goes by that I don't shed a tear for you.  You were so much a part of my life - we shared so much together.

You taught Boudreaux well.  I know now why you and Bou were so close.  You were preparing him to take care of me when it was time for you to leave.  I don't know what I would have done without him there to comfort me after you died in my arms.  There's so much of you in him...he learned well from his big brother and best friend.

I hope your first Christmas at the Bridge is full of peace and joy.  I know how you missed Mighty and Bubba and I hope you three along with Fritzie and Gertie have a wonderful time together.  Always remember, your mommy  loves you dearly and we will be together again one day.

I love you, my Angel Boy.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Three Months Ago Today...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/365214</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:43:19 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/365214</guid>
		<description>Oh Gonzoman, I miss you more than words can say.  It was three months ago today, on June 16, 2007 th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Gonzoman, I miss you more than words can say.  It was three months ago today, on June 16, 2007 that you made your journey to the Bridge.  You took you last breath in my arms and my heart is still broken.  I see you everywhere, in Boudreaux, in Boots, in my dreams and in my heart.  I still cry for you everyday, sweet boy.  You brought such joy into my life and I still can't believe you are gone.  You will always live in my heart and I will always love you.  

Love,

Your Heartbroken Mommy]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>One Month At The Bridge</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/337929</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 16 Jul 2007 19:18:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/337929</guid>
		<description>My Sweet Gonzoman...

It was one month ago today that you made your journey to the Bridge.  My hea ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Sweet Gonzoman...

It was one month ago today that you made your journey to the Bridge.  My heart broke as you took your last breath in my arms.  I felt like my heart had been ripped from my chest.  You had always been my rock, my best friend.  I was so lost without you, but you taught Boudreaux well and he has taken good care of all of your pack since you left us.  We all still miss you terribly and can hardly believe that you've been gone a whole month.  Your bed is still in the same spot - right next to mine.  After Boudreaux makes sure I'm asleep, he jumps down off of my bed to snuggle on your bed.  He misses you so much.  Goldie still misses her best friend, too.  There seems to be a big empty space in our home and hearts without you here.

Rest in peace, sweet boy.  May you frolic in green fields and be healthy and happy until we meet again.  I love you, Gonzo.  I will always love you.

Love,
Mommy]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>To My Gonzo, With Love</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/326434</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 19 Jun 2007 19:28:02 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/326434</guid>
		<description>My sweet boy, I miss you more than words can say.  As the reality of this all sets in, I am having s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My sweet boy, I miss you more than words can say.  As the reality of this all sets in, I am having such a rough day.  I still reach for you when I am sitting at my vanity putting make up on, or when I'm at the computer, I look over and expect to see you laying on your blanket.  I wanted to honor your memory, so I wrote this poem just for you.

For Gonzo
Feb 15, 2002 - June 16, 2007

I met you at the shelter,
You were scared and alone.
I needed a puppy,
You needed a home.

Abandoned and unwanted, 
You had a rough start.
It only took a minute 
For you to steal my heart.

Together we weathered
All the storms that came.
You were there by my side,
Through sunshine and rain.

In sickness and in health,
Through good times and bad.
Nothing can ever replace
The love that we had.

You were my best friend,
A hug soft and warm.
You were there all along
To protect me from harm.

Sweet golden brown eyes,
Floppy “airplane ears,”
A cowlick on your nose,
I adored through the years.

When your hips began to hurt,
And illness came on,
You didn’t give up,
You tried to be strong.

I never expected
For you to leave me so fast,
But ours is a love,
That even death can’t outlast.

When you took your last breath,
I was there by your side.
My tears fell like rain,
So much grief I couldn’t hide.

I take comfort in knowing
You are free of pain and fear.
Because you live on in my heart,
You will always be near.

Now run free at the Bridge,
My Sweet Gonzoman.
One day we’ll rejoice
When we’re together again.


You will always be in my heart, Gonzoman.  I love you and I miss you.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Journeyed to the Bridge Saturday, June 16, 2007</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/325474</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 17 Jun 2007 16:21:05 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/325474</guid>
		<description>I was too upset yesterday to post anything about my sweet Gonzoman.  My heart is broken and I still  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I was too upset yesterday to post anything about my sweet Gonzoman.  My heart is broken and I still cannot comprehend what has happened.  Here is what I wrote to a friend to explain what happened:

Gonzo died in my arms this morning just before 5:00 a.m.  My heart has shattered into a million pieces.  He went outside as usual this morning and I heard him yelp.  I hurried to put Goldie and Gabby up and ran to where I heard him.  Something told me that I was losing him.  He was at the end of the driveway (he NEVER went down there) just sitting, staring straight ahead in the darkness.  He did not respond when I called him.  I had a flashlight and could see that he was foaming terribly at the mouth.  He was having another seizure.  I picked him up and he was completely limp.  At one point he struggled to get away, so I gently put him down and he tried to run into the woods.  He couldn’t really control his back legs, so he didn’t get far.  I had to pick him up again and carry him into the house.  I laid him on his favorite blanket and called my husband.  Jim came running as I tried to revive Gonzo.  I didn’t even have time to call the Emergency Animal Hospital.  He was gone that fast.  I just collapsed in tears, hysterical with grief.  I laid on the floor and held him and begged him not to leave me.  He was already gone, though.

I had to work today and didn’t have anyone who could go in for me because the only person who could was out of town.  I have cried all day long.  I can’t believe my Gonzoman is gone.  He has been my rock.  He was there for me as my divorce became final, as I struck out on my own and bought a house, he was there to approve/disapprove of dates that came to my door (he gave Jim a resounding four paws up), he was there through marriage and adjusting to living with others again, and we grieved together over Mighty, Bubba and Fritzie.  He saved my life and gave me a reason to keep going when I had none.  I feel so empty inside and can’t believe that I will not have him to come home to anymore.  

Of all the dogs, Boudreaux appears to be taking this the hardest, at least at first.  I gave them all a chance to say goodbye, so they would know why Gonzo wasn’t here anymore.  Bou seemed to know more than the others how upset I was.  He didn’t want to leave my side and was licking the tears away.

I knew Gonzo wasn’t the healthiest dog and seemed frail at times, but I never expected him to go so soon.  He gave no indication yesterday that anything was wrong until last night when he didn’t come to bed with me – I though it was just because I went to bed really early.  This has been so sudden, I am just having trouble comprehending all of this.

I am thankful that I was able to be there for him as he took his last breath.  At least he was able to journey to the Bridge from his favorite blanket in the arms of the one who loved him most.

Gonzo, as you watch over me from the Bridge, know that I will always love you and you will forever live in my heart.  Run free, sweet boy.  Run free with Mighty, Bubba and Fritzie.  Mommy loves and misses you.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>It's Official</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/185276</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 26 Jul 2006 20:10:17 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/185276</guid>
		<description>Well,  it's official...I have Severe Hip Dysplasia.  Now Mom is really worried.  The vet told her th ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well,  it's official...I have Severe Hip Dysplasia.  Now Mom is really worried.  The vet told her that my new joint mobility food and my rimadyl could help stabilize me for several years, but it's also possible I could be completely crippled in six months.  

Mom's been doing a lot of reading on HD and she told me she was probably going to start giving me Ester-C supplements.  I hope they taste good or she wraps them in cheese like my other pills!

Well, that's all for now.  I'm going to go lay down, which means I won't be getting up soon!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Home At Last</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/184256</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 24 Jul 2006 20:00:17 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/184256</guid>
		<description>I am soooo happy to be home!  Everyone treats me very well at &quot;doggy camp,&quot; but as Dorothy and Toto  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am soooo happy to be home!  Everyone treats me very well at "doggy camp," but as Dorothy and Toto once said, "There's no place like home."  

I haven't been feeling too good lately.  My hips and shoulders hurt, and it really hurts to get up or lay down.  Sometimes, I'm so stiff I can hardly walk.  Mom's theory is that I grew way too fast when I was a puppy.  (After all, she was told I was only gonna be 15 pounds full-grown...just 33 pounds off!)  Anyway, mom thinks that my legs are too skinny and frail to support my body, which is why I'm having trouble at only 4 years old.  I don't really like to play much anymore, and when I go on a running spurt, it doesn't last long and I lay around a lot afterwards.  I always lose weight in the summer, but mom says I'm extra skinny now.  I haven't felt much like eating, but then again, I never eat when I'm not at home or when mom's gone.  Mom's a little concerned, too because she found  a lump on my left hip.  I told her not to worry, that I'm sure it's nothing, but she just cuddles me and hugs me.  She tells me that she's so scared and that she couldn't bear for anything to happen to me.  She's been crying a lot lately.  She's really sad about Zackary...we all are.  I think it really hit her hard though, because in a little less than two weeks, it will be the one year anniversary of my little brother, Mighty Mouse going to the Bridge.  Mommy misses him and Bubba and  Fritzie so much.  I do too, but I have to concentrate on taking care of mommy.  She's taking me to the vet on Wednesday to have my hips X-ray'd.  Hopefully she'll stop worrying after that.

Well, I'm going to go sleep in my own comfy bed now.  I'll write again when I have more news.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>I Love Having Mom Home!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/176062</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 7 Jul 2006 11:01:21 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/176062</guid>
		<description>I'm sorry my mommy is sore and doesn't feel good from her surgery, but it sure is good to have her h ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I'm sorry my mommy is sore and doesn't feel good from her surgery, but it sure is good to have her home all day!  I get lots of extra hugs, kisses, and snuggles, and even a few extra treats!  Life is good when the momma is at home!

I'm taking good care of her.  I make sure to follow her everywhere she goes, just in case she needs protecting.  Dad says I'm a wuss and couldn't protect anyone, but I dare anyone to try and hurt my momma (or my human sister).

Well, I'm outta time...gotta keep an eye on the mommy.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>My Tail of Devotion for Gonzo</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/169092</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 21 Jun 2006 19:25:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/169092</guid>
		<description>My Dearest Gonzo,

You came into my life at such a difficult time.  Separation and divorce had for ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Dearest Gonzo,

You came into my life at such a difficult time.  Separation and divorce had forced me to leave behind the two bright spots in my life:  my two rat terriers, Cami and Wagner.  I had to leave them behind because I had nowhere to go.  I lived in hotels and with friends for a few weeks - it was no life for them.  I got on my feet and got an apartment and I was so lonely - I hadn't lived alone in 10 years.  I walked into the animal shelter and there you were.  I wanted a female dog that would stay small.  I fell in love with a male that grew much bigger than expected.  They wouldn't let me take you home right away, there was a waiting period, because you'd been found under a house, alone and dehydrated...a four week old pup.  I badgered the shelter all day the next day until finally they told me to come get you!  We bonded immediately and my life began to have purpose again.  The darkest day of my life, you were there for me...a tiny little puppy, struggling to climb onto the bed to crawl in my lap and lick the tears of pain and desperation from my face.  Facing the finality of divorce, I wasn't sure what I had to live for.  Just as the horrible thought of ending it entered my head, there you were to remind me that there was someone who loved me and needed me.  If I did something selfish and stupid, where would that leave you?  There.  The decision was made.  I had a furry little angel there to show me how beautiful life can be when you are loved and when you love in return.  Gonzo, I've never found your wings - you keep them hidden well, but I know that you are my angel, sent to save me from myself.  I feel like I owe you my life.  All I can give you in return is my love and devotion.  You are my angel and I love you.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Alien Invasion</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/115128</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 29 Jan 2006 07:01:38 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/115128</guid>
		<description>My house has been overrun by aliens!  The leader, a dust mop looking thing with an extremely high-pi ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My house has been overrun by aliens!  The leader, a dust mop looking thing with an extremely high-pitched voice is unstable...she changes moods like nothing I've ever seen before!  Then, her followers, six of them, don't do much...they keep to themselves and only make soft squeaking noises every now and then.   They remind me of some others we had here, except these are much smaller.  (We still have one of the first group - mom calls him Boudreaux.)  Are they here to stay?  Seems like they've been here forever!  When can I have my house back?  Mom says it's only for a short while...]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Happy Birthday, Mommy!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/94793</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 19 Nov 2005 18:29:18 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/94793</guid>
		<description>Happy Birthday to Mommy!
Happy Birthday to Mommy!
Happy Birthday, Dear Mommy!
Happy Birthday to M ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Happy Birthday to Mommy!
Happy Birthday to Mommy!
Happy Birthday, Dear Mommy!
Happy Birthday to Mommy!

I love my mom!  Today is her birthday and she has spent most of it with us!  Daddy has been at work the past three days (24-hour shifts at the fire station), Mommy's best friend (who lives 3 hours away) is on vacation in Cancun, and even her parents are out of town, so she was feeling kinda lonely.  She said that she can't think of anyone she'd rather spend her day with, than her wonderful furbabies!  As a special treat for mom, us doggies got together and decided to behave for the most part - we've done pretty well, too!  We also got her dogster plus for her birthday - boy, was she happy!

I hope mommy had a great day!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Busy Days</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/77472</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:03:33 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/77472</guid>
		<description>Wow.  In the last five days, I got a new sister, lost a sister, then got a new sister...you followin ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Wow.  In the last five days, I got a new sister, lost a sister, then got a new sister...you following this? 

The first sister, Nellie, was really bossy and we didn't get along too well.  The main reason that mom took her back was that she liked to dig, bark, climb and jump.  Mom was afraid that if she got out of the yard, she'd make it to the road and get hit.  Mom said that after Bubba, her heart couldn't take that.  I was relieved.  Mom was really concerned too because I didn't seem to like her very much.

My friend Precious (tiny Japanese Chin) came over tonight and we played a little.  That was fun.  While we played, Precious' mom and my mom got Gertie settled in.  Gertie is a 12-year old schnauzer whose mommy died a week or so ago.  She's been pretty much neglected since then - except for when Ms Laurie was there (that's Precious' mom).  Ms. Laurie brought Gertie to mom because she couldn't take her.  Poor Gertie is a sad little girl.  I'd hate to be that old and sad and have to move to another state and another family - but at least she gets a good mommy!

Well, I'm worn out from all the events of the past five days, so I'm going to go to sleep now.  I'll keep everyone updated on Gertie!

Slurps,
Gonzo]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>I have a sister!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/76620</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 18:39:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/76620</guid>
		<description>Mom brought my sister home today!  She was supposed to be a Redbone Coonhound/Lab mix, but Dad says  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom brought my sister home today!  She was supposed to be a Redbone Coonhound/Lab mix, but Dad says if she's got lab in her, she's hiding it well.  You should see her!  She's beautiful!  Now, don't get me wrong, she's invading my space and taking some of my attention from Mom, but I'm thinking about letting her stay.  I tolerate her, but I'm not promising we'll snuggle up together, or anything.  

Mom named her Nellie - after my grammy (Mom's mom).  Mom said it was the perfect name for a feisty redhead!  Nellie will have a page as soon as mom can get some really good pics.  Right now, you can see her on my page.  It's not the greatest picture, but it was the best mom could do in all the excitement with a dying battery and almost no light!

I'll keep you posted!

Gonzo]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Woe is me</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/75046</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 11 Sep 2005 08:48:40 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/75046</guid>
		<description>It's been a while since I've written - my family has had so much going on.  

I don't think I've e ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ It's been a while since I've written - my family has had so much going on.  

I don't think I've ever been so depressed in my life.  All I want to do is lie around the house.  I'm so lonely.  Yeah, it's good being an inside dog at night and getting to sleep in the room with mom and dad.  I love to sleep on the bed with mom, but I only get to do that when dad is at work.  I go outside during the day, but it is so lonely and boring.  I don't have anyone to play with.  Toys are no fun if you don't have anyone to keep them away from!  I spend my days laying in the doghouse with my head hanging out the door.  Mom says I'm the picture of misery.  

I've heard mom and dad talking about getting me a playmate - a sister.  Not sure how I feel about that, cuz dad says if I get a sister, we both stay outside.  We'll see what mom has to say about that.  I guess it would be nice to have some company.

Well, this is all the exertion I'm up to today.  Gotta go lay down some more.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>I'm an Only Dog, Now : (</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/71925</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 29 Aug 2005 19:01:25 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/71925</guid>
		<description>I guess everyone has heard that both my brothers went to the Rainbow Bridge this month.  Mom and I w ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I guess everyone has heard that both my brothers went to the Rainbow Bridge this month.  Mom and I were really sad after Mighty left us, then shocked and really sad again when Bubba left us.  My poor mom was devastated by these events.  I was too, but I've never seen my mom so upset!

My life is pretty lonely now without my brothers, but my mom does give me lots of extra love.  Dad even lets me sleep in the house, now.  I'm enjoying the extra attention, and everything, but I sure miss my brothers!  I get kinda lonely during the day when everyone is at work.  

I've heard mom talk about finding me a sister - said something about me getting along with a sister better than a brother at this point in my life - don't know what that's all about.  I'm not sure if I want another dog around.  Mom seems like she's confused about this, too.  I'm sure she'll do what's best for me - she always does.  (Please don't tell her I said that - wouldn't want her to gloat!)

Well, I think Mom's about ready for bed, so I gotta go!

Gonzo]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Life Without Mighty Mouse</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/67703</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 13 Aug 2005 19:09:48 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/67703</guid>
		<description>Wow.  Where to start?  It's been a really sad couple weeks for my family since Mighty had to leave u ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Wow.  Where to start?  It's been a really sad couple weeks for my family since Mighty had to leave us.  I couldn't even really talk about it until now.  See, a coulple weeks ago, Mom told us that Mighty was not doing well, and that she didn't know if he was gonna get better.  A few days later she was crying and crying, and told us that Mighty wasn't going to get better, and that the best thing to do for him would be to help him go to the Rainbow Bridge.  Me and Bubba were real sad.  Then, Mom was crying more, and Dad was building a little box.  Mom and Dad got into the truck with Mighty and were gone for a little while.  When they got back out of the truck, Mom was crying really hard and holding something wrapped in Mighty's blue blankie.  I started crying and howling when I found out that it was Mighty - but that it wasn't really Mighty anymore, cuz he was at the Rainbow Bridge.  I've never felt so alone in my life.  Mighty and I have been together for ...well, since I can remember.  How could this happen?  What am I gonna do without my little brother?  Mom put Mighty's little fleece pad that he slept on in the box, then put Mighty, all wrapped in his blankie in and laid his stuffed Mouse next to him.  Dad nailed the top on the box, then they buried him.  I don't know who was more upset, Mom, me or Bubba.  I know it was best for him, but I sure miss him.

Mom's been worried because we didn't eat for a long time after that.  I've started being able to eat a little bit, but not like I used to.  Life without Mighty is hard to get used to.  I guess now I'm glad I have Bubba.

Mom took me and Bubba to Goompa's house on the lake last night and we spent the night.  We were real good boys, so Goompa even let us sleep in the house (Mom would have let us in after he went to bed, anyway!)  We had fun playing in the woods and exploring.  I guess Mom thought we all needed a little time away.  

I guess it was as good a weekend as we could have without Mighty.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Mom and me</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/61432</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 17:31:17 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/61432</guid>
		<description>Today was mom and me day!  See once a week on alternating weeks, one of us gets mom all to ourselves ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Today was mom and me day!  See once a week on alternating weeks, one of us gets mom all to ourselves for a little while.  Today was my day!  Oh what fun!  Mom said those magical words..."Gonzo, Get in the truck!"  I think those are some of my favorite words!  We drove down to the public boat launch at the lake and she let me sniff and run and run and sniff!  I don't like to swim, but I do like to go to the lake!  I have such fun there and the best part is that on the way home, I get to ride in the truck again!!!!!

Well, after so much excitement, I need a nap!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Home At Last!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/58541</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 11 Jul 2005 12:36:35 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/58541</guid>
		<description>Wow!  That was the longest mom has EVER left us, and I hope she NEVER does it again!  She, Dad and S ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Wow!  That was the longest mom has EVER left us, and I hope she NEVER does it again!  She, Dad and Sissy went to some place called Seattle for something called a vacation.  Hmphf!  Why couldn't they take us (or at least me!)?  I love the people at the kennel, but I sure miss Mom when I'm there.  At least I had my brother Bubba to beat up on...or so I thought!  Without Mom there, he fights back - not cool.  He outweighs me by at least 30 pounds.  I thought I had him fooled, but evidently he was just being good for mom.  Anyway, we were beginning to think mom wasn't coming back!  I mean, I told Bubba that she ALWAYS comes back, but he was worried!  Mom came and got us today and gave us tons of hugs and kisses!  It sure is good to be home!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>A sad, sad doggie...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/53291</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 20 Jun 2005 18:27:16 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/53291</guid>
		<description>I was a sad, sad doggie this past weekend.  My little brother, Mighty Mouse started acting really we ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I was a sad, sad doggie this past weekend.  My little brother, Mighty Mouse started acting really weird.  It wasn't the stuff that mom calls seizures, either.  This was different and scarier.  I tried to help make him feel better, but every time I touched him with my nose, he'd shriek.  At first, mom thought we were fighting, but she soon saw how the little guy was acting.  He was sorta walking around in circles, but not reallywalking...one of his legs didn't work at all, and his face was all contorted and strange.  You could see the poor little guy was terrified!  I was scared, and so was mom.  She picked him up and rushed into the house with him, but he kept shrieking and she didn't want to hurt him, so she put him down.  I was real worried and just paced and paced and paced.  I didn't get to see my little brother from Thursday night when all this started, until Sunday!  I didn't eat the whole time because I was scared and lonely for Mighty Mouse - we've been together since we were little pups!  To make it worse, every time I saw mom, she was either crying, or her eyes were all red.  I thought we were gonna lose Mighty, and so did mom!  She came out and talked to me - told me that Mighty had been having something called strokes and that if he didn't get better by Monday, we may have to send him to the Rainbow Bridge.  She was crying the whole time, but I knew that she'd do the right thing.  I didn't want to lose my brother (neither did Mom!), but I didn't want to see him suffer, either.
Thankfully, this time, the story has a happy ending.  Sunday, Mighty's condition started to improve, and while he's not quite the same doggie he was, he's still my little brother and I love him and I'm glad to have him here with me!  Mom said that it will probably happen again, but we should just be thankful and happy to spend some more time with him!

Please, please, get better, Mighty!  Please don't leave me and mom!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Summer is here!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/51026</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 18:53:36 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/51026</guid>
		<description>Whew!  It's hot here in Louisiana!  Mom took me to the groomer a couple weeks ago and got my thick,  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Whew!  It's hot here in Louisiana!  Mom took me to the groomer a couple weeks ago and got my thick, beautiful coat shaved.  I was not too happy at first, but now, I'm thankful!  It's too hot here to wear that much fur!  Besides, everytime Mom looks at me, she tells me how incredibly handsome I look with my new haircut!  (Mom's been known to have extremely good taste!)

Mom gave me and my brothers a WONDERFUL treat!  It was the first time for us to have it.  She said it was a doggy ice-cream called Frosty Paws!  Talk about yummy!!!  I'm so glad my mommy found it and bought it for us!

Mom's worried about my little brother, Mighty Mouse again.  I can see why...he sure has been acting strange lately.  She said she sent a question about him to the Ask Dr. Barchas column.  I sure hope it gets answered! 

Well, that's all for now, mom's cleaning up the kitchen and I need to help make sure all the dishes get licked, I mean rinsed properly before she puts them in the dishwasher!

Woofs and Slurps!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Bubba Can Stay</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/45022</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 14 May 2005 17:43:22 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/45022</guid>
		<description>Well, I've decided that even though he is bigger than me, I think I'll let Bubba stay.  Mom seems to ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well, I've decided that even though he is bigger than me, I think I'll let Bubba stay.  Mom seems to love him and once his heartworm treatment is over he'll be lots of fun to play with.  He's not so bad afterall!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Gramma's Coming!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/38578</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 14 Apr 2005 18:44:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/38578</guid>
		<description>Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy!  Mom says gramma's coming!  Yippee!  I don't know why I'm so excited, becaus ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy!  Mom says gramma's coming!  Yippee!  I don't know why I'm so excited, because I've never met gramma -  neither has mom for that matter, see this gramma is dad's mom and she lives in a place called Michigan that Mom says is real far away.  My human step-sister is excited, so it must be a good thing.  Do ya think she'll bring treats?????????]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Foiled Again!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/29706</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 6 Mar 2005 08:06:48 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/29706</guid>
		<description>HA HA HEE HEE HO HO!  I got out of going to the groomer's for the second Saturday in a row!!!!!  Mom ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ HA HA HEE HEE HO HO!  I got out of going to the groomer's for the second Saturday in a row!!!!!  Mom's soft spot for shelter dogs did it this time!  She volunteered to help the Caddo Parish Animal Shelter at their adoption day at a local pet supply place, so she didn't have time to subject me (I mean, take me) to the groomer!  Talk about lucky!  I'm glad Mom likes to help out shelter dogs, and I'm really glad I got to stay home and not go to the groomer!

WHAT! A bath at home?! Nail trim, too?!  NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Whew! That was a CLOSE ONE!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/28145</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 26 Feb 2005 18:30:35 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/28145</guid>
		<description>Boy, did I get lucky today!!!  Mom had an appointment scheduled at the groomer's for me today, but s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Boy, did I get lucky today!!!  Mom had an appointment scheduled at the groomer's for me today, but she had to cancel it.  HA HA HA HA!  I mean, that's too bad!  Sorry, mom...sometimes things happen that force us to change our plans...just part of life! HEE HEE HEE HEE!

WHAT????  Next Saturday?  You mean, they let you reschedule these things?  Oh no!  Well, at least I got out of it for a week, anyway!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Happy Days!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/19948</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 16 Jan 2005 17:01:24 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/19948</guid>
		<description>So far this has been the best year EVER!  Mom's New Year's Resolution was to spend more time with ea ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ So far this has been the best year EVER!  Mom's New Year's Resolution was to spend more time with each of us one-on-one.  I love having mom to myself!  We play frisbee and fetch, and I learn new tricks, and she's soooo proud whenever I catch my frisbee in the air or when I master a new trick!  I am so happy to spend time with mom by myself, because we can actually play frisbee without my dumb blue heeler mix brother chasing me and biting at my heals!  I love him, but he can really be a nuisance sometimes!  Well, it's time for me to go - I've got to go get some snuggle-time in with mom!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Mom says I'm a Good Boy!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/8632</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 7 Nov 2004 17:04:32 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/8632</guid>
		<description>Mom says that I'm a good boy - her Angel Boy!  See, two days in a row, my youngest brother, Roper ra ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mom says that I'm a good boy - her Angel Boy!  See, two days in a row, my youngest brother, Roper ran off  into the woods - he knows better!  He was chasing some girl, we think.  I've told him many times, girls will get him in trouble!!!  He just won't listen.  My middle brother, Mighty Mouse follows him every time, too.  Mom gets really scared then, cuz Mighty has seizures, and she's worried the little brat will have a seizure in the woods and not make it back home.  I hate it when those two make mom worry!  Mom thinks she needs to go off by herself into the woods to look for them, but I won't let her.  She needs protection out there.  I refuse to let mom go into the woods without dad!  I'd lay my life down for my mom, but I don't think I'd be enough  protection - she needs us both!

When the two bad boys came back home, they were wondering why I didn't go with them.  I told them that I love my mom too much to hurt her that way.  Boy, did that make them feel bad.  Maybe I shouldn't have said that, because I  know they love mom too.  They just don't think things through.  

I guess it was a good day, though.  I got lots of treats and a ride in Mom's truck for being a good boy.  Yippeeeeee!  Treats and rides - my favorites!  Don't tell my little brothers this, but I was really relieved when they came home!!!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>What's a Ferret, and Why is there one on my porch????</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/5296</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 16 Oct 2004 18:50:34 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/5296</guid>
		<description>Yesterday, Mom introduced me to this weasely looking thing she called a ferret.  He didn't smell too ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yesterday, Mom introduced me to this weasely looking thing she called a ferret.  He didn't smell too good, and he seemed kinda crazy.  He was running all over the house, ducking under the sofas, then trying to ambush me.  I tried to dig him out, but the floor was too hard!  Mom said I shouldn't try to dig the floor up anyway. 

Mom made me go back to my room because I was trying to catch the ferret.  I thought I was doing mom a favor by trying to rid the house of that pest, but she said my human sister would be upset.  I still can't imagine why!!!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>A Yard for Us!!!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1364</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 18 Sep 2004 19:03:50 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1364</guid>
		<description>After about four months with two puppies in an apartment, Mom decided it was time for a house for he ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ After about four months with two puppies in an apartment, Mom decided it was time for a house for her and a yard for us.  (Me and Mighty Mouse knew we would actually own both, though!)  Right after Thanksgiving, Mom moved us into our new home!  We had a huge yard to run and play in!  Talk about great!!!  The three of us (me, Mom, and Mighty Mouse) had a blast playing in our yard.  Oh, the games of fetch, the digging, the chasing each other, and the collapsing in a heap on the ground together!  What fun!  Mom said the neighbors thought she was crazy, cuz she was always outside having conversations with us and playing with us.  She didn't care, though.  We were one happy family, finally in our own home!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Enter Mighty Mouse</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1362</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 18 Sep 2004 18:59:18 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1362</guid>
		<description>After about three and a half months with mom, I ended up getting a little brother to play with.  Mom ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ After about three and a half months with mom, I ended up getting a little brother to play with.  Mom says she wasn't quite ready yet for another puppy, but it just sort of happened.  See, she broke up with a louse of a boyfriend, and he was trying to weasel his way back.  He showed up with a little rat terrier puppy.  (I have to admit, he was pretty cute.)  Of course, Mom being the doggie person she is, fell in love immediately.  Long story short, she kept the puppy (now called Mighty Mouse), and dumped the guy.  Yea, Mom!!!

I think it was pretty tough on Mom having two puppies in an upstairs apartment, but she handled it pretty well.  I loved having a little brother to play with while Mom was at work.  I was growing really fast, though, and soon I was a whole lot bigger than Mighty Mouse.  I now outweigh him by about 34 pounds!!!  Mighty and I were totally inseperable, and we both knew Mom adored us.  She always had a way of making both of us feel special.]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>Settling In:  The First Four Months With Mom</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1219</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 17 Sep 2004 17:42:10 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/1219</guid>
		<description>The first few months with Mom were quite an adjustment.  I had to learn how to &quot;go potty&quot; outside on ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ The first few months with Mom were quite an adjustment.  I had to learn how to "go potty" outside only.  Mom lived in a second floor apartment, so it was hard learning.  Mom was busy, too so I spent a lot of time alone, but Mom made sure she came home for lunch and breaks.  She showed me off to everyone.  I learned a lot those first few months, but the thing I learned fastest that I was loved so much by my mom!  

Mom was depressed a lot of the time.  She was going through something she called a divorce, and she was lonely.  She cried a lot.  I didn't like it when she was so sad - it made me sad.  Mom says I helped to heal her broken heart by crawling up in her lap and licking her tears away when she was at her lowest.  I don't know that I did that much...I just love my mom so much and I wanted her to feel better.  Mom and I were inseperable!  

Did I mention I love my mom?]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

	<item>
		<title>How It All Began</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/804</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 15 Sep 2004 18:40:08 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Gonzo - In Loving Memory ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
		<category></category>		
		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/25379/diary/My_world_by_gonzo/804</guid>
		<description>My life started out pretty terrible, I must say.  My Mother (birth mother) left me and my siblings u ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My life started out pretty terrible, I must say.  My Mother (birth mother) left me and my siblings underneath a house in late Winter/early Spring.  Those days were awful.  We were cold, scared, hungry and thirsty.  My brothers and sisters didn't make it, and I thought that I, too was a goner.  Then someone found me.  I was so happy!  But wait, they took me to a cold, scary  place and put me in a big pen all by myself.  I was sick, and had worms real bad.  People would come by and look at me and say how adorable I was.  Then my forever mom came in.  When she saw me, she rushed over to me and I could tell she was the one for me.  The mean people at the shelter wouldn't let her take me home - they said she had to wait three days in case my owners came to claim me.  I was scared she wouldn't come back.  She did come back - every day until the people there gave up and let her take me home a day early.  That was the BEST day of my life!  Well, except for the visit to the vet for shots and medecine.  The next few weeks were pretty rough because I was really sick, but my mom stood by me - even took me to work to take care of me.  I knew I was one lucky pup!!!!]]></content:encoded>
	</item>
	

</channel>
</rss>

