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<title>It's a good life now!</title>
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<description>Dogster diary for the dog Angel Ben</description>
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<copyright>Copyright 2013 by Angel Ben &amp; Dogster</copyright>
<pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 07:59:10 PDT</pubDate>
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		<title>wow, I am a daily diary pick!</title>
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				<pubdate>Thu, 7 Mar 2013 19:50:21 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Thank you so much, Dogster, for making me a daily diary pick!  And thank you to my friends, O'Zaidie ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Thank you so much, Dogster, for making me a daily diary pick!  And thank you to my friends, O'Zaidie, Milton, Mr Jack Freckles, Hamish McDuff, Anya, and all of my other friends who made my day special.  I am happy here at Rainbow Bridge.  It is so nice and quiet, and I get to lie down in the sunshine and veg out like I used to do at home.  It really is a beautiful place here. Thank you all for thinking of me.
love always,
Mister Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Missing you</title>
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				<pubdate>Tue, 26 Feb 2013 13:07:44 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Dear Mister Ben,
Yesterday was your two-year anniversary of your journey to Rainbow Bridge.  Boy, i ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Dear Mister Ben,
Yesterday was your two-year anniversary of your journey to Rainbow Bridge.  Boy, it sure doesn't seem like two years. I will never forget the day when I met you, I fell in love.  We had six beautiful months together, and even though you got sick with cancer, I gave you everything that I possibly could.  I think you enjoyed your last months here with us.  When the day came when I decided it was your time, it wasn't too hard a decision because I couldn't watch you in pain, and the medicine wasn't working. I knew if you went to Rainbow Bridge you would be pain free. That day my heart broke, to let you go.  But it was the right decision.  I love you Mister Ben, I'm happy you are at peace and I will never forget you as long as I live. Your memory will always live in my heart.

love Mommy Sarah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>a very nice poem</title>
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				<pubdate>Fri, 13 Apr 2012 10:23:31 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy saw this poem online and thought it was really nice.  It's comforting for any Mommy or daddy w ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy saw this poem online and thought it was really nice.  It's comforting for any Mommy or daddy who had to make the choice to let their beloved pet go to rainbow bridge. Here it is.  I apologize, I don't know who wrote it.

Today I made a painful choice
For my little friend without a voice
I held you close against my chest
I saw you relax for your final rest
You looked at me with tired brown eyes
I felt you breathe just one last sigh 
No more pain in the moment of release
Just gentle sighs and lasting peace
It was the hardest thing to let you go
I only did it because I love you so

Thinking of you all and sending love from Rainbow Bridge.
Angel Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>nice shih tzu</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/740529</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 24 Sep 2011 08:39:59 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy has seen a shih tzu a few times now walking up and down the street with her human.  She is sof ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has seen a shih tzu a few times now walking up and down the street with her human.  She is soft and prettily groomed, and Mommy just loves her.  Yesterday when they were walking, this nice doggie was walking with a leaf in her mouth, just walking up the street, proud as punch, with a leaf in her mouth.  Mommy thought maybe it got stuck there, and she wasn't really carrying it.  But today she saw the doggie again, and there she was, walking up the road with another leaf in her mouth! She must love leaves.  Maybe it's like a prize to her.  Mommy thought it was very very sweet and adorable, and it made her think of me.  I know, Mommy.  I love you and am watching out for you.  You'll see me in the unlikeliest places.

love Angel Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>a year ago (September 1st, 2010)</title>
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				<pubdate>Sat, 3 Sep 2011 19:17:02 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>(from Mommy)
A year ago on September 1st, I first laid eyes on you, Benjamin.  You were unsure, a f ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ (from Mommy)
A year ago on September 1st, I first laid eyes on you, Benjamin.  You were unsure, a foster dog who was losing his home, to come with another stranger.  It didn't take us any time to decide that you were home for good.  You had two pesky little sisters, but you didn't seem to mind.  You took over Rudy's bed like you'd always been there.  You were my little prince from the start, and I fell in love with you instantly.  We didn't adopt you officially till Oct. 2nd, so I listed your "gotcha" day as then, but it was Sept 1st when I first saw you, first fell in love.  SO in a way, you have two gotcha days.

I miss you more than imaginable, and I see you when we have a sunny warm day, or when I'm in the office doing my work, sometimes I feel you sitting besides me.  And every time I have a cup of tea with biscuits, I know you would have been sharing it with me.  I miss you terribly, love you more than anything, and even though it hurts that you aren't on earth anymore, I know that you are no longer in pain, and that's more important to me.  I know we'll meet again someday.

love Mommy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mommy misses you so much</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/730408</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 31 Jul 2011 06:24:50 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Oh Mister Ben, it's been five months since you went to Rainbow Bridge, and my heart still breaks whe ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Oh Mister Ben, it's been five months since you went to Rainbow Bridge, and my heart still breaks when I think of you.  I know that's normal, and I did not want to see you in any more pain.  You are in the best place now, full of love and kindness and pain-free in heaven. I can't wish you back knowing that cancer was in your lips, making you feel so bad. I am glad you are not suffering now, even though I miss you everyday.

I saw a bichon in the park yesterday, and his owners brought him over to me.  He gave me kisses just like you used to, and his fur was exactly the same as yours.  Just so soft and curly.  He was almost as handsome as you, Ben.  It was touching him that brought back all my memories.  I am so glad I saved a snip of your fur and have it in my special memory box.

I love you Mister Ben, you were the best senior dog in the world.
love Mommy]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>New friends at the bridge</title>
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				<pubdate>Wed, 25 May 2011 16:57:00 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>We have had a few friends join us as the bridge lately, including the lovely Miss Qwissy Edwina.  We ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ We have had a few friends join us as the bridge lately, including the lovely Miss Qwissy Edwina.  We know her mom misses her a lot, just as Mommy misses me.  Our friend Rocky posted this lovely poem, that we thought we should share, because it brings some people peace.

God's Garden

God saw you getting tired,
When a cure was not to be.
So He wrapped His arms around you,
And whispered, "Come to Me".
You didn't deserve what you went through,
So He gave you rest.
God's garden must be beautiful,
He only picks the best.
And when I saw you sleeping,
So peaceful and free from pain,
I could not wish you back
To suffer that again.

~~Author Unknown~~]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>from Mommy</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/714300</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 10 Mar 2011 06:15:38 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>oh Mister Ben, I miss you so much.  I miss when you used to sit on the couch behind me in the study  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ oh Mister Ben, I miss you so much.  I miss when you used to sit on the couch behind me in the study when I was marking papers.  I miss you in the mornings, when you would follow me around until I settled down in one room.  I miss your gentle "roof!" when you were still hungry and wanted a treat.  I miss your warm body in that little red hoodie.  You loved to be snuggly in clothes, and I loved dressing you up.  You were my little man.  I put some of your clothes away, but that little red hoodie is on my night table, and on the first few nights without you, I slept with it.  I can't believe you've been gone almost two weeks.  I think about you all the time. I love you Mister Man, and I know we will be together again some day.  Tell then, run free, eat lots with your full set of teeth, and be patient until Mommy can come and give you a cuddle again...]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Two messages from me in one week</title>
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				<pubdate>Sat, 5 Mar 2011 09:44:12 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy has had two special messages from me since I passed over to rainbow bridge.  She has been extr ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has had two special messages from me since I passed over to rainbow bridge.  She has been extremely sad and I was worried about her.  Last Sunday, just a few days after I died, Mommy was sitting in a coffee shop, writing in her diary.  It was cold, dark and rainy.  As she started to write about how much she loved me, the rain stopped, the clouds opened, and the sun shone down, RIGHT over Mommy.  It stayed that way for a good few minutes before the clouds closed over again.  Mommy was able to sit in the window of the coffee shop and have that glorious sun shine down on her.  I love the sun, and Mommy says it was a sign from me that I was feeling wonderful, that I was in the most beautiful place, and that it was okay that she and Mama had to let me go.  It had been dark and gray and rainy/snowy for days and days, and the sun came out just when I knew Mommy needed it the most.

The second message I sent Mommy was in one of her nighttime dreams.  Last night she dreamt that me, Izzy and Rudy were out in the backyard, running around and playing, and that I was SO healthy, that I was able to jump the fence and go visit my neighbour Terry, who I loved.  I was trying to reassure Mommy that up here in the bridge, I get to play and run and bark all I want, and I am in no pain whatsoever.

Mommy hopes she has more happy dreams about me.  She misses me so much it aches, but she knows now that I am in the most wonderful place, and that I am happy.  I miss Mommy and Mama of course, but I know I will see them again someday.

love Angel Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Mommy put me in a photo contest!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/713281</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 1 Mar 2011 06:54:08 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Hi friends, there is a nice man on facebook, who does pet portraits, and gives away one for free in  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi friends, there is a nice man on facebook, who does pet portraits, and gives away one for free in a contest every week or so.  If your pawrents are on facebook, you can look up "Pet Portraits by Ron Krajewski".  Mommy entered me! I am the gorgeous angel with his tongue sticking out.  The photo that is "liked" the most gets a free 8x10 portrait. If you would like to vote for me, I would sure appreciate it.  You have to "like" Ron's page first, then "like" the picture.

Thanks, everybody! By the way, do you like my angel wings that Tupper made? I think they are beautiful.

love Angel Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Angel Triboonal Special Session</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/713095</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 27 Feb 2011 10:19:53 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Convened by Angel Ernie George, on the day Angel Ben was going to heaven.

There is quite a hullab ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Convened by Angel Ernie George, on the day Angel Ben was going to heaven.

There is quite a hullabaloo up here in the heaven today. A flurry of glorious downy white wing-making is taking place.

We have a vacancy on the Elite Academy of Angels Power Squadron, Ernie George's hand-selected team of Furst Mates for Big Sailing and Power Boating Good Times. I need a very trusted furriend to be my furst mate.

I've been thinking, it would take a very special fur to be Ernie George's Furst Mate. An Angel of the Furst Degree. Someone who fulfilled his life's destinknees on the earth with the mostest grace and love and filled his peepoles heartses with JOY.

I would want the angel to be someone from a wonderfur fambly, who was gonna miss him terrorbully, and so when they looked up in the night sky and saw a shooting star, they would know it was me & my Furst Mate, streaking across the heavenly seas in our BIG CABIN CRUISER.

You know what would be great? If my Furst Mate were a FLUFFY WHITE POUFY BALL DOG! I think a FLUFFY WHITE DOG would offset my VERY LARGE ANGEL HEINIE QUITE NICELY.

OH I hope the Academy of Angels has an OUTSTANDERING CROP OF INCOMING FRESHPUP ANGELS! I just know the right angel is coming, soon. I can feel it!

Spike, what are you RRROOOOROOOOROOOOING ABOUT? Is it them crabs again? WHAT??? YOU HEARD WHAT???? OMD! OMD! OMD! He's coming? TODAY???

(THUD)]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A tribute to Ben by JR Angel</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/713093</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 27 Feb 2011 10:12:19 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Subject: Ben's arrival in heaven 	

Message:
First of all we send our deepest condolences to the  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Subject: Ben's arrival in heaven 	

Message:
First of all we send our deepest condolences to the family of our Ben Ben. We are so sorry for your loss.

We have your Ben here in heaven and are happy to report on his arrival. It took me a while to type cos my stomach is so full of creampuffs and cannolis.

We were playing in the cow pasture when St. Frank came onto the path. 'Where are the BLC Angel Brigade?', he called, 'One of your guys is coming in.'. So we all started barking and flying right over the cows and came to the path.
Angel Coleman was right beside me and we flew down the path to the Rainbow Bridge.
By the time we arrived there, the clouds were parting and through the opening in the rainbow tinted clouds we saw Ben sailing right on through. St. Frank reached out his arms and caught him in the air.

He was crying and happy to see us! Uncle Steve came running up to us and had a pizza in his arms and we gave a slice to Ben who ate it right up! Sometimes the angels are hungry when they first arrive.

Then we all went to God's Throne Room so that St. Frank could present him to the Heavenly Host.
When the Lord of Heaven and Earth saw him, he got out of his throne and took Ben from St. Frank's arms.
'Ben, Little Ben....' the Lord murmured as he kissed Ben's dear little head. Ben arched his back and wagged his tail and licked the Lord on his cheeks.
'I'm glad you are here now Ben, bring me his wings', the Lord commanded.

Leonardo Da Vinci himself stepped forward and brought out the most beautiful wings you have ever seen. They are also the biggest wings I've ever seen for a small dog but when the Lord put them on his back, Ben immediately flew all around the dome of the Throne Room! Butterflies followed him and the sky began to fill with birds and even bees. The whole sky began to make an incredible sound like a musical instrument playing a melody! I have never heard anything like it. Then the Lord called his name again and Ben flew right into his arms!

'Ben, from now on you can visit your moms whenever they need you. You can fly to help anyone who needs help, whether man or beast on Earth. You are a helper angel and will assist in comforting my earthly creatures. Now go with St. Frank who has a lovely meal prepared for you.'

So we waved goodbye to the Lord and flew along the path with St. Frank. At first Ben hung on to St. Frank's shoulder, flapping his wings but then caught the scent of meatballs and sausages wafting through the air and took off with the rest of us. St. Frank laughed and Uncle Steve ran alongside us like he was flying a kite.

St. Anthony stood outside the kitchen, wiping his hands on a dirty towel. The tables were all laid with meatballs, sausages, chicken legs and a Viennese table with creampuffs, cake, cannoli and cookies including sfigiotelle. I think I saw an ice cream machine too but I didn't have any. I was too busy eating the creampuffs and cannoli.

This morning St. Catherine of Sienna came by and made us all pancakes. So we are going to go now to the big field behind the cow pasture and do some flying lessons with Ben. He is doing great with his wings and is going to soar better than the rest of us.

He sends down his most loving blessings on his moms and family and will snuggle with you every night. Just call out his name and he will be there.

Wuv,
JR Angel]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I'm an angel now</title>
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				<pubdate>Fri, 25 Feb 2011 12:53:58 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Last night I told Mommy and Mama that I was ready to go to rainbow bridge.  They listened to all my  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Last night I told Mommy and Mama that I was ready to go to rainbow bridge.  They listened to all my little signs that I gave them, and today with the help of our wonderful vet, Dr. Beth, I crossed over. I stayed in Mommy's arms the whole time. It was very peaceful and loving.  

Mama made up a song for me, which she and Mommy used to sing to me when I was anxious.  It was just a made-up tune with words, but it was the bestest song in the world. And anybody could sing it to their dog, too!  It's totally shareable.  It goes like this:

"I'm a Lucky Dog"

I'm a lucky dog
I'm a lucky dog

I've got a Mommy
I've got a Mama
I've got a sister
I've got a sissie
I'm a lucky dog
I'm a lucky dog

I've got a nice house
I've got a backyard
I've got a mutt hut
I've got a family
I'm a lucky dog
I'm a lucky dog
I'm a lucky dog
I'm a lucky dog

There were even more words and verses that Mommy and Mama would make up and sing, sometimes adding lots and lots! Mommy and Mama are the best pawrents in the whole world. They gave me such a fabulous wonderful old age. I love them with all my heart.

love always,
the newest angel, Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>A letter from the rescue lady who found me</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/712891</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 25 Feb 2011 12:45:38 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>February 7th, 2011
Hi Sarah and Debbie,

Oh my, that is such sad news; I wasn't expecting it, and ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ February 7th, 2011
Hi Sarah and Debbie,

Oh my, that is such sad news; I wasn't expecting it, and I know you weren't either. I wish there was something I could do for all you; if you need anything for Ben or yourselves, please don't hesitate to contact me/Heavenly Creatures.

The only comfort in this sad news is that we know he is loved, and will get to spend the rest of whatever is left of his life with you - please know how intensely glad, and appreciative we are that you have big hearts that welcomed Ben into your home last year.

Less than a year ago, Ben was a nameless pound dog on death row in a cold, concrete cell who was terrified, confused, and lonely. No one cared about him, no one even knew he was there.

As you're aware, he wasn't in great shape when we found him; his extremely matted coat, and his grossly overgrown nails were a testament to the kind of uncaring "family" he must have had previously.

The day I discovered him at the pound, I didn't know how easy it would be to find him a home owing to his age; I knew we would have to find a special family who would be willing to take on a senior dog.

Poor Ben was one of the most stressed, sad little dogs I have ever encountered at that pound; I just stood there looking at him and hoping that once HC got him out of cell, and had him cleaned up, that someone would come along to take his hurt away - I didn't know at the time that you were out there just waiting to scoop him up in your arms, and love him :):)

Despite this terribly sad news, I'm happy that I did grab him that day on Heavenly Creatures' behalf because it wasn't his time to go, and it still isn't.

It is said that people come into our lives for a reason; I believe the same is true of animals, and that this rule also applies to them. He was meant to come into your lives, and you into his.

You were the kind of people I dreamed about for him. Ben was meant to have two mothers to pamper him, and show him what it means to be safe and loved, to chase all the bad memories of his former life away.

Thanks a million times over for all you've done for Ben, and for renewing our faith in senior dog rescue. HC will continue to rescue dogs like Ben, and hope that there are more people like you out there who are kind enough to see beyond their years.
Sincerely,
Jessica]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Second blood test today, all is on schedule</title>
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				<pubdate>Wed, 23 Feb 2011 16:51:11 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Hi everybody,
today I had my blood drawn again, to check my levels after my first round of doggie c ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi everybody,
today I had my blood drawn again, to check my levels after my first round of doggie chemo.  All was fairly normal, my white blood cells level has gone down, which is to be expected.  We have to keep on eye on them, by having a 3rd blood test before my second round of chemo in two weeks.  But, we are all set and on schedule, providing those levels recoup a bit.

I have been in pain at night, but I have been refusing to take my pills.  Mommy spoke to the vet and it is okay to start me on the appetite stimulant again.  So that is good. It is much easier for me to take my pills when I am actually hungry and not nauseous.  So Mommy gave me one of the pills today, and in two hours I was hungry again! BINGO! I ate my wet food no problem today, and even had some cooked chicken.  Yesterday I refused almost everything except a little bit of sandwich meat (turkey) that Mom finally got me to take my pill with. I refused peanut butter, yogourt, chicken, wet food and cheese.  Mom thinks my taste buds might be affected by the chemo.  Oh well, at least I can take the appetite stimulant again.  I like those soft milkbone chewy treats too.  They are soft and I can eat them easily!

Mommy hates to see me in pain, and she knows she has to be patient while we figure out pain med dosages and stuff. Right now I am taking 1/2 of a torbugesic pain pill at night (that's a narcotic for moderate pain), but we may have to increase it a bit.  

love Ben
DISCLAIMER: (very hard to write and read) please don't think that Mommy and Mama will have me suffer.  The chemo is supposed to help manage pain.  But if I get worse, or the chemo doesn't help, there will be some discussions of me joining Ernie George and my other friends at rainbow bridge.  Mommy will not have me on Earth just to be her friend, even though she loves me more than anything.  She cries to think about it, but she knows that the cancer may not go into remission.  So while we are hopeful about the treatment, we are trying to be realistic too.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I started my chemo today</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/711819</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 16 Feb 2011 19:22:30 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Thank you for all the prayers and candles on the Bichon Lovers Clubhouse homepage, at Schnauzers Rul ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Thank you for all the prayers and candles on the Bichon Lovers Clubhouse homepage, at Schnauzers Rule, and on the people dogster called facebook. It means the world to us! Yesterday we got the results that my blood levels were good, so I was able to start the chemo pills today. I took the three of them like a good boy, Mommy hid them in vienna sausages, and I ate them up! Well, I gave a bit of a fight (she first tried cheese slices, but I knew those pills were in there and I spit them out!).  Clearly the vienna sausages are superior pill hiders.  Anyway, I have been sleepy tonight, but otherwise good, and I did not throw them up. I will keep you all informed about possible side effects, but of course we are hoping I won't have any. I have to go back to the vet next week for another blood test, to make sure the chemo pills are not affecting my liver or white blood cells.

Much love to you all,
Benjamin

p.s. here is the link to my candle lighting page!

http://www.gratefulness.org/candles/candles.cfm?l=eng&gi=BLC]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>a prayer for tomorrow</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/711496</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 14 Feb 2011 19:39:51 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Hi friends,
tomorrow I go to the vet to get my blood test. If my liver and white blood cell levels  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hi friends,
tomorrow I go to the vet to get my blood test. If my liver and white blood cell levels are good, I can start the chemo.  The chemo consists of three pills every two weeks.  I have to blood tests before and after each treatment to make sure everything is okay first.  So, if you don't mind, saying a little prayer, or wish, that I get through this blood test okay. I am nervous at the vet, and I don't like being poked one bit!

I got this prayer from my buddy Copper's page; I think it is very nice.

O God,
Give me the strength to live another day:
Let me not turn coward before its difficulties
or prove recreant to its duties;
Let me not lose Faith in other people;
Keep me sweet and sound of heart, in spite of
ingratitude; treachery, or meanness:
Preserve me from minding little stings or
giving them;
Help me to keep my heart clean, and to live so
honestly and fearlessly that no outward
failure can dishearten me or take away the;
joy of conscious integrity;
Open wide the eyes of my soul that I may see;
good in all things;
Grant me this day some new vision of thy truth;
Inspire me with the spirit of joy and gladness;
and make me the cup of strength to suffering
souls; in the name of the strong Deliverer, our
only Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>nice prayers</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/711077</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 12 Feb 2011 12:36:55 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy found these prayers on the internet, and thought they were really nice for any animal who is s ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy found these prayers on the internet, and thought they were really nice for any animal who is sick.

God of healing,
please comfort and strengthen Ben
during his illness. 
Ease his fear and pain, 
and guide the vet and all caring for him, 
that he may recover fully. 
Comfort us, too, God, 
that we may better care for Ben 
and make decisions that are best for him
Amen.

God, please be with Ben as he struggles with his illness.
Grant him extra attention and love, 
that he knows he is a beloved member 
of your creation. 
Amen.


Read more at Suite101: Prayers for Pets: Prayer for a Sick Pet, Thanksgiving for a New Pet, and More http://www.suite101.com/content/interfaith-prayers-for-pets-a149045#ixzz1DmMC1HXd]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>considerations and decisions</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/710652</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 8 Feb 2011 15:50:33 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Well pups, I had a really hard weekend, but I'm fighting!  I was in pain and sick on Friday night an ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well pups, I had a really hard weekend, but I'm fighting!  I was in pain and sick on Friday night and Saturday, and through Mommy and Mama's tears about my cancer, they had to get me to take my pills. I REFUSED.  They tried everything.  Then they finally got the antibiotic in me at supper time, and the pain pill in me before I went to bed on Friday night, but then I threw it up (the pain med).  It resulted in a trip to see the vet lady to get an injection of pain meds on Saturday, because I just was not going to open my mouth for anything.  Well Mommy was so worried, cause the pain pills were causing me to be so groggy. I just didn't want to eat then anyway.  My dear Nanny and Poppy (Mommy's parents) and my other Nanny (Mama Deb's mom) came over to visit me.  Poppy brought me some rabbit to eat, which I managed to eat a few tastes of, enough to get my antibiotic in on Saturday.  The antibiotic is more important than the pain pill at this point, because the infection in my mouth is so bad, and that has to be brought under control.

Mommy is happy to report that I have been eating and drinking a bit better in the past two days.  I am picky about eating, and I absolutely can't eat anything that requires much chewing, I just spit it out.  Therefore getting the pills into me are tricky.  I am getting the Very Best Foods on Earth, and the meatz! Oh the meatz! Rabbit, roast beast, chicken, salmon!  It r 'mazing, the foods I am getting now that I am sick!  Rudy and Izzy are green with jealousy, so I told Mommy they could have a taste of my yummy meals too.  The vet thinks the antibiotics are making me queasy, as I refuse to eat in the morning at all, but I manage to eat a few bites at night.  Luckily, today was day 5 of 10 of the antibiotics, and even though I don't want to eat, Mommy sees a big difference in me now, than over the weekend.  She said I really scared her over the weekend, not eating and barely drinking.

Anyway, Mommy and Mama had a BIG DISCUSSION with the vet lady, and they decided to try some chemo pills for my lymphoma.  They have to be ordered in, cause they don't have a supply of them here small enough for such little dogs!!! BOL.  We are not committing to the chemo, we are going to try it week by week.  It is a six-part regimen, over four months.  Each part consists of taking some pills, and having some blood drawn to check my white and red blood cells, liver function and other stuff.  There will be no iv's or anything that will be hard on me physically or emotionally.  If there are a lot of side-effects on me, we will stop.  It's hard for Mommy to think that this chemo is not going to prolong my life, as such, as it will make me more comfortable and possibly put me in partial cancer remission.  But we are getting ahead of ourselves. Our PRIMARY GOAL is to keep me comfortable.  If we don't try the chemo, my cancer will progress steadily, and we want to try and keep it at bay a bit.  Maybe it will make a difference.  Mommy and Mama just want me to be comfortable and if the chemo helps, then we want to try it.  We will try our first dose of pills next week, after I am done my antibiotics, and when it arrives at my vet's office.

Thank you so much for all the rosettes and POP's.  It means the world to me and Mommy.

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>considerations and decisions</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/710651</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 8 Feb 2011 15:47:57 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Well pups, I had a really hard weekend, but I'm fighting!  I was in pain and sick on Friday night an ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well pups, I had a really hard weekend, but I'm fighting!  I was in pain and sick on Friday night and Saturday, and through Mommy and Mama's tears about my cancer, they had to get me to take my pills. I REFUSED.  They tried everything.  Then they finally got the antibiotic in me at supper time, and the pain pill in me before I went to bed on Friday night, but then I threw it up (the pain med).  It resulted in a trip to see the vet lady to get an injection of pain meds on Saturday, because I just was not going to open my mouth for anything.  Well Mommy was so worried, cause the pain pills were causing me to be so groggy. I just didn't want to eat then anyway.  My dear Nanny and Poppy (Mommy's parents) and my other Nanny (Mama Deb's mom) came over to visit me.  Poppy brought me some rabbit to eat, which I managed to eat a few tastes of, enough to get my antibiotic in on Saturday.  The antibiotic is more important than the pain pill at this point, because the infection in my mouth is so bad, and that has to be brought under control.

Mommy is happy to report that I have been eating and drinking a bit better in the past two days.  I am picky about eating, and I absolutely can't eat anything that requires much chewing, I just spit it out.  Therefore getting the pills into me are tricky.  I am getting the Very Best Foods on Earth, and the meatz! Oh the meatz! Rabbit, roast beast, chicken, salmon!  It r 'mazing, the foods I am getting now that I am sick!  Rudy and Izzy are green with jealousy, so I told Mommy they could have a taste of my yummy meals too.  The vet thinks the antibiotics are making me queasy, as I refuse to eat in the morning at all, but I manage to eat a few bites at night.  Luckily, today was day 5 of 10 of the antibiotics, and even though I don't want to eat, Mommy sees a big difference in me now, than over the weekend.  She said I really scared her over the weekend, not eating and barely drinking.

Anyway, Mommy and Mama had a BIG DISCUSSION with the vet lady, and they decided to try some chemo pills for my lymphoma.  They have to be ordered it, cause they don't have a supply of them here small enough for such little dogs!!! BOL.  We are not committing to the chemo, we are going to try it week by week.  It is a six-part regimen, over four months.  Each part consists of taking some pills, and having some blood drawn to check my white and red blood cells, liver function and other stuff.  There will be no iv's or anything that will be hard on me physically or emotionally.  If there are a lot of side-effects on me, we will stop.  It's hard for Mommy to think that this chemo is not going to prolong my life, as such, as it will make me more comfortable and possibly put me in partial cancer remission.  But we are getting ahead of ourselves. Our PRIMARY GOAL is to keep me comfortable.  If we don't try the chemo, my cancer will progress steadily, and we want to try and keep it at bay a bit.  Maybe it will make a difference.  Mommy and Mama just want me to be comfortable and if the chemo helps, then we want to try it.  We will try our first dose of pills next week, after I am done my antibiotics, and when it arrives at my vet's office.

Thank you so much for all the rosettes and POP's.  It means the world to me and Mommy.

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>we got the biopsy results :(</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/710125</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 4 Feb 2011 19:22:31 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Dearest furiends,
Today Mommy and Mama took me to the vet because I had more crying at night, and M ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Dearest furiends,
Today Mommy and Mama took me to the vet because I had more crying at night, and Mommy wanted to change my pain pill to one that would be compatible with my prozac.  Anyway, it lucked out that we got in today, because the vet got the results of my biopsy at lunch, and we were due to see her at 3:30 p.m.

Big huge breath.

I have Epitheliotropic Lymphoma in my lips.  It is extremely rare to have lymphoma there.  In fact, my vet has never seen it before, and she has treated 1000+ cases of lymphoma.  It is spread all over my lips, so surgery is not an option.  When we had the biopsies done last week, the vet said that cancer had to be "put out there" to warn the mommies, but that it was a rare kind, so maybe it was an autoimmune disorder or something.  We are sad that it is cancer.

We are starting a regimen of pain medication to manage my pain, as I am not able to get comfortable at night.  Mommy and Mama got a lot of information at the vet today, and there are several routes we could go.  Right now I am not ready to go to rainbow bridge, but the nice vet lady said I might be ready in two months, or maybe I will wait two years.  It all depends on how we can manage my pain.  There is a chemo option of pills called CCNU, that may be a way to help manage the pain, allowing me to live comfortably.  Mommy and Mama to go back to the vet on Tuesday or Wednesday to discuss options.  That is the only chemo option we have, as the other one (by intravenous) is more extreme, and the vet says because of my age and anxiety, I would not be a good candidate.  It would be too hard on me.  Mommy and Mama agree, they don't want me handled by all sorts of dogtors and vet nurses a lot, and put in more discomfort than is necessary.  The pill option is much less invasive.  Either way, the chemo will not prolong my life, as much as it will just give me a better quality of life.

Everyone is very much is shock, and my very special human Mommy Sarah is particularly devastated.  She has been leaking all day.  I gave her some kisses, but I was pretty uncomfortable, and I fell asleep. Now that we know what we are dealing with, the vet could prescribe an appropriate pain medication, and we will likely start a program of CCNU, providing I have no adverse side effects.

Mommy has finally stopped leaking long enough to write this.  Thank you everybody, for your wonderful friendship, it means the world to Mommy and Mama.  I am going to go take a nap now, that pain pill is starting to kick in.

love always and forever,
Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>OMD! Bichon of the Week!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/709422</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 31 Jan 2011 06:54:41 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/709422</guid>
		<description>I have been honoured with the great title of &quot;Bichon Lovers Club Dog of the Week for Jan 31-Feb. 6,  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I have been honoured with the great title of "Bichon Lovers Club Dog of the Week for Jan 31-Feb. 6, 2011"!!! Thank you BLC dogster group for this fabulous honour!  I will do my best to live up to the title!  Thank you!

I am increasingly feeling better and am now driving Mommy and Mama absolutely crazy with my barking.  We think the prednisone makes me super agitated!!! BOL.  Mommy says it's good that I am barking and not whining/whimpering. :)  Only 6 more days of prednisone, Mommy, and then I'm done.  The pain meds ended last night, so I can go back to taking my prozac. Hopefully that will help too.

love to you all,
Benjamin]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I am feeling a bit better today</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/709095</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 28 Jan 2011 18:39:48 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Dear friends,
I got home from the VET yesterday at around 6 p.m., and boy did I feel BAD.  Apparent ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Dear friends,
I got home from the VET yesterday at around 6 p.m., and boy did I feel BAD.  Apparently I bled "profusely" according to the vet (of course, the mouth always bleeds a lot!), and she had to cauterize one of the biopsy locations.  She had to take four samples, so it was quite a big deal for my little mouf.  The good news is that the x-rays came back clear, there are NO tooth roots getting in my way.  That is good.  The bad thing is that my lips were severely inflamed, much worse than the vet could actually see at first.  The vet also took a really good look at my tonsils and throat, and they look good too.  So it really looks like the problem is in my lips.  There are a bunch of things it could be. The best case scenario would be a strange allergy that we can figure out, but it could be an auto-immune disease, or even a rare lip cancer.  We are going to try not to worry until we get the biopsy results back.  Unfortunately, the samples have to be sent to PEI and Ontario, so we will be waiting 10 days for sure.
Anyway, Mommy and Mama are not going to speculate just yet.  They are happy to have me home with them.

Anyway, I was in a lot of pain last night, so Mommy stayed up with me all night.  I whined and whimpered for four hours straight.  I finally then fell asleep, but I would only sleep for an hour or so, then I would wake up and cry again.  I would walk from one room to another and just whine. It was really hard for Mom to hear and see. She thinks that the anesthetic in combination with the pain made me really disoriented.  Mama tried to reassure Rudy and Izzy, cause they knew something was wrong and were a little upset.  Mommy and me went into the spare room, and she smoothed me down and tried to keep me comfortable.  Finally it was time for my second painkiller (1 a.m.), and I finally drank a bit of water and ate some very soft watered down kibble with my antibiotics and prednisone.  At last, by 2 a.m. I was finally comfortable. I slept then for two hours before I woke again. I woke up and whimpered some more, so Mommy held me some more, and then I relaxed a little bit and let her sleep for 3 more hours.  It was a hard night.

When I woke up this morning, I was HONGRY!!! I ate a full breakfast, and yippee, I got to have another pain pill.   Well, what a difference a day makes.  I was much more comfortable today, and did a lot of sleeping.  Pain really makes you exhausted.  Mommy had to teach this morning, so my Nanny came over to dogsit. That was nice, and Rudy and Izzy were very excited to see her.  Nanny said that I slept all morning.  When Mommy came home from work, she was really tired, so we cuddled and then fell asleep again in the afternoon.  Rudy and Izzy were very understanding, and napped with us.

At supper I had my softened kibble, my antibiotic, my prednisone and my tramadol.  It really helped.  We have pain meds for 2 more days, and Mommy says she does not mind using them, because she can't stand to see me in pain.

It has been wonderful to read all of your nice comments and POPs and well wishes.  Love to you all,
Ben and Mommy Sarah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>biopsy today</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/708849</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 27 Jan 2011 04:56:47 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>I am typing this covertly as the vet tech gets me ready for my biopsy.  It turns out if you're as cu ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ I am typing this covertly as the vet tech gets me ready for my biopsy.  It turns out if you're as cute as me you can sneak into the vet hospital computers, no problem!  Anyway, I HAD to log in to dogster right away and thank you from the bottom of my heart for making me Dogster Diary of the Day!  This is a really nice bit of luck for my biopsy today.  Thank you!  Mommy and Mama dropped me off at 8:15 a.m., and I was just given a sleepy pill to sedate me while they do my bloodwork and x-rays.  Then they will put me under anesthetic to do my biopsy of my lip.  The vet thinks I should be good to go home at about 5 p.m. today.  Of course Mommy cried like a baby when she left me there.  I am her special little man.  Hopefully the vet will be able to figure out what is wrong.

Thanks Schnauzers Rule group for all the congratulations and Power of the Paw. I love you all.
Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>okay, so here's the deal</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/708681</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 25 Jan 2011 15:34:26 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>We went back to the vet this morning. The vet doesn't know what is wrong.  My lips are bright red an ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ We went back to the vet this morning. The vet doesn't know what is wrong.  My lips are bright red and inflamed.  I have no teeth in the front, and the gums look okay, but she needs to take a better look.  Because of my anxiety (and previous infections), I scream and cry when someone touches my mouth.  So, she has to sedate me to take a better look.  She is going to do x-rays, bloodwork, and if she sees anything that needs a culture, she will do that.  She is going to do a biopsy of my lower lip too.  

Mommy is trying to remain calm, but is ONE NERVE away from snapping. This is the fourth time I have had a mouth infection in less than six months, and still no answers.  If we don't get all the testing done, it will likely just continue, every month or six weeks, and that is just TOO hard on me.  But all of this is going to cost an arm and a leg (too obscene to even quote here!), and there is no guarantee of answers.  One of the reason it's going to cost so much is because there is NO pathologist in Newfoundland, so the biopsy has to be sent away! :(  All of this testing is just to find out what's wrong with me, not to actually fix me.  That makes Mommy so sad.  It's unfair, because if it something BAD, then that price doesn't even include the treatment.

The vet says it looks like infection, because it is so red and inflamed and has such a bad odor.  But we can't be sure until she does a full oral exam.  Also, I can't even get in to get the biopsy done until Thursday, because they are so booked up, and the vet can't give me antibiotics or prednisone cause it will cause the sample to be false.  So, I have to stay miserable for two more days.  That's killing Mom.  She sat with me all day and rubbed my hips, cause I really like that and it seems to relax me.  I still love to eat, and still like to be chased by Izzy, and I am sleeping great, so I still have a good quality of life.  I whimper after eating, and when I am trying to rub my mouth, and I'm doing a lot of licking of the sides of my mouth.  Mommy is trying to keep me comfortable.  As soon as the biopsy is done the vet will start me on strong antibiotics and prednisone to get the inflammation down.

WHAT IT COULD BE: we are not really sure.  It could be some strange allergy that is affecting my lips.  I am on a high-quality food (Go! Natural for seniors) that has excellent ingredients, but it is possible one of them is making my mouth freak out.  If it is not that, it could be maybe an auto-immune disease, in that bacteria just attacks my mouth quickly and I have little to no defense against them.  It could be that when the first vet removed my teeth, he left some roots in there (we will find that out soon, when she does the x-ray, at least).  It could be something else, we are not sure of yet.  It's hard to speculate.  The vet did say that it is probably not lip cancer. So that's one good thing.

Anyway, I promised that I would keep you all up to date.  Mommy and Mama are trying to keep stiff upper lips so to speak.  All good wishes very much appreciated.

love Ben and Mommy Sarah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Sheesh, Mom...</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/708592</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 24 Jan 2011 16:44:31 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>My Mommy is a big mushy-head.  She sent me roses!!!!  See up there from anonymous? Yup, that's her.  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ My Mommy is a big mushy-head.  She sent me roses!!!!  See up there from anonymous? Yup, that's her. She says she's just "full of love" for me, her little prince. That's my new nickname by the way.  I have to go to the vet tomorrow cause it looks like I have another mouth infection.  Mommy is really sad and nervous, and trying not to be, so she decided roses would be a good way to cheer her up so she's not so nervous!  I am going to go take a nap now.  She's more worried than me. 

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>dew claws</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/707647</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 17 Jan 2011 07:39:20 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy has not mentioned this before, because there was so much else to worry about with me, that it  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has not mentioned this before, because there was so much else to worry about with me, that it was really low on the list.  BOL. Yes, I certainly have a lot going on! Anyway, I have not had my dew claws removed.  Mommy has never seen a doggie without dew claws removed, so it was very weird for her to see them on me.  Remember with my history, they don't know that much about me, but when I was found in the pound, I wasn't neutered either.  Anyway, Mommy wonders what to do about them.  I lick one of my paws around that area quite a bit. The nails growing out of them are quite thick too.  Mommy wonders are they bothering me?  Since most pups have them removed, should she get them removed on me?  Or do you not do that after you are a pup, maybe it is not recommended for dogs who past puppyhood. I imagine getting them removed would be painful.  But if having them there is causing me trouble, maybe I should get them removed.  Sometimes I get my sweater hooked up on them.  Mommy watches me very carefully though, and tries to make sure that my sweater sleeves are rolled up.

What do you pups recommend?
love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I went to the vet again today</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/703314</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 14 Dec 2010 18:24:27 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>we emailed our vet, and then we went in cause my mouf was still bothering me. I still rub it vigorou ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ we emailed our vet, and then we went in cause my mouf was still bothering me. I still rub it vigorously after I eat, against anything I can, like the bed.  I had my ten days of antibiotic (clindamycin), and the terrible smell from my mouth went away and the dr. said it doesn't look infected anymore, but my lips and gums are still quite red.  So we are going to try prednisone for 7 days to see if that helps with the inflammation.  We are going back to the vet next week and if there is no improvement, I will have to have an x-ray to see if there is infection in my jaw. Unfortunately, I am so traumatized from my past injuries, I will still not let the vet (or anyone) touch my mouth.  So, I will have to have a little needle in order to stay still enough for an xray. Then they will do the reverse-sedation, so I can go home that day instead of staying at the vet hospital.  Dr. Marshall doesn't want to do that unless it doesn't clear up in another week, because the sedation could be hard on an old guy like me.  Mommy thinks Dr. Marshall is right.  

So I had my first dose of prednisone tonight with my supper.  Mommy is really hoping this makes a difference, cause she and Mama hate it when I whimper.  I am a bit more needy than usual too, and not even staying in a room by myself for more than a minute.  I love my Mommy and Mama, they are so understanding.  

I've had some great suggestions from dogster pals about what could be wrong with me, thank you everydoggie and Mommy behind them!

I will write soon and update you all.
love always,
Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>We met Santa!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/702105</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 5 Dec 2010 04:38:11 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Yesterday Mommy and Mama took me, Rudy and Izzy to see Santa Claus.  It was crazy!  Here's this big  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Yesterday Mommy and Mama took me, Rudy and Izzy to see Santa Claus.  It was crazy!  Here's this big guy with a long white beard wearing a red suit, expecting me to sit nice on his lap?!?!?!?  What's up with that?  He's a stranger!!! Rudy and Izzy were good sports, but me, I squirmed and squirmed. Mommy finally had to come hold me, and be in the picture with me! BOL.  If I have to suffer, SHE has to suffer!  Well, then Mama got in the picture too, with Rudy and Izzy, so we got a family pic of all five of us!  Mama ordered the cd from the photographer, so we will have over 30 pictures.  I sure hope some of them turn out nice!
We get them on Dec 17th, which is too late to send for our cards but they will probably be next year's pictures, and we will put them on our dogster pages too.

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>oh dear, I have another mouth infection</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/701620</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 1 Dec 2010 06:12:49 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>As Eeyore says &quot;Oh dear.&quot;  I have been rubbing my mouth a lot against any edge I can find, the mattr ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ As Eeyore says "Oh dear."  I have been rubbing my mouth a lot against any edge I can find, the mattress, the couch, the rugs on the floor.  Mommy noticed right away, but thought maybe it was habitual from my old infection (I used to do that a lot).  But then she noticed a really really bad, sour smell coming from my mouth.  This was last Friday.  Of course she called the vet and our good vet (we are only going to her from NOW on, after our last episode with the weird vet), and we couldn't get in until yesterday.  So all weekend I had a really bad smell coming from my mouth, my saliva, and even when I barked, this smell would hit Mommy like a ton of bricks.  Mama was worried too.  Could it be I have infection in one of my remaining teeth?  I am not so good at letting Mommy take a look, so nobody could be sure.

Anyway, we finally got our vet appointment yesterday morning. I was not even wanting to eat very much.  Our lovely Dr. Beth checked me out, and yes indeed, I have infection in my lips, and gums.  They are very sore, red and inflamed.  How did it get this way? We have no idea.  I don't know if it would be a food allergy?  Right now we are doing acute care (antibiotics for ten days) to get it under control, and then we will have to see.  It is frustrating for Mommy because last time she switched my food, even though she did it gradually, I got colitis.  She doesn't want THAT to happen again.

Of course going to the vet was a big ordeal. I screamed and wailed like a banshee.  Mommy had to hold my body while Dr. Beth held my head and tried to look in.  I thrashed around and fought really hard, but then I just gave up and cried.  Mommy says taking me to the vet is the worst thing she has ever witnessed, it is obviously so traumatic on me.  All we can figure is that in my past life, someone must have done something really bad to my mouth. :( :( :(  Mommy swears that will never never never happen to me again, and that if anyone ever tries to hurt me, Mama will have to visit her in jail cause she would HURT them bad!!!  Hee hee, Mommy sounds so silly when she's trying to be tough. 

I have had three doses of antibiotics now, and I'm already starting to feel better.  I ate all my breakfast this morning, and the bad smell of infection in my mouth is starting to dissipate.  Mom has had to do extra laundry (my bed, the sheet I lie on, the towels I use) because of the smell, but she says I'm worth it.  

love always,
Ben
p.s. Mama went and bought me a Christmas tie! It is pawtacular!  You will see it on my page soon.]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I really am starting to relax</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/699306</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 12 Nov 2010 19:08:45 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Well, I have been in my new home for a month and a half now, and Mommy is seeing some great improvem ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Well, I have been in my new home for a month and a half now, and Mommy is seeing some great improvements in me.  First of all, I am more relaxed now, especially around food.  It's like I know now that there will be another meal coming.  That's good.  I like to eat, but now I am not nearly as frantic about it as I used to be.

After much consideration, Mommy and Mama decided to get me some anti-anxiety medicine from the vet.  It is really working wonderfully. I do not cry and whine in the middle of the night anymore hardly at all, and I am not up every 2 hours any more either.  Our favoritest vet Dr. Beth Marshall said that I might be afraid of the dark because I can't see too well on account of the cloudiness in my pupils (the start of cataracts, I'm afraid).  Also, I forgot where I was at night, and I would get in a big panic.  That behaviour has also stopped, and Mama and Mommy are so happy, because not only am I able to sleep steady for 6+ hours, so are they!!!  The anti-anxiety meds let me relax in the daytime too, so I am not consistently roaming the house anxiously, or crying at the top of the steps when Mommy disappears to do laundry.  Now I wait patiently at the top of the stairs, but I do not panic.

There are some things that the prozac won't fix, because they are behavioural. And Mommy doesn't mind that at all, because she likes my little quirks, like rubbing my mouth against the edge of the bed (or couch, or chair, or mat, or rug): she thinks I do that because I had so much pain from my severe mouth infection.  I also follow Mommy EVERYWHERE, which she says is fun, cause I'm like a "mini me" - whatever that is. BOL!  I always have to have Mommy in view, because she's MY human, the one who rescued me.  If I am lying on the bed in the bedroom, and Mommy goes into the study to work, I have to get off the bed and lie on the floor where I can see her.  Mommy says she has to get used to having no alone time, cause I'm sure not going to give it to her!  The bathroom and shower are off-limits, but I still wait by the door. That is not behaviour Mommy would try to change anyway, she thinks it is cute.

So dear friends, I am happy to say that I am relaxing a bit. I still get a bit panicky sometimes at night, which the vet suggested could be a number of issues: maybe in my old life I was in the dark a lot, or maybe I can't see, or maybe I just get confused.  After all, I'm an older guy, the vet figures maybe 10, but possibly older, and dementia could be something that we have to deal with later on.  

Meanwhile, I really like it here. Mommy and Mama spoil me rotten.  Last night I got fresh cooked salmon on my pre-soaked kibble, other nights I get either cooked rabbit or cooked chicken breast.  Today Mama went to the pet store and got me two new fleecy sweaters to wear, now that there is frost most mornings.  I really am a lucky guy.

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>There is a new treat that I can eat!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/698676</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 7 Nov 2010 15:52:21 PST</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy has had some trouble finding me treats that I can eat, on account of only having 6 teeth, it i ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has had some trouble finding me treats that I can eat, on account of only having 6 teeth, it is very hard for me to chew, and I don't even attempt biscuits.  Mommy was buying me some turkey jerky that was from a good company, but she likes her pups to have variety in their treats, and that is one thing I'm not getting a lot of right now! 

Well, Mommy was having some social tea biscuits and a cup of tea after her supper today.  I went right over, along with Rudy and Izzy, to see if what she had was tasty.  Mom broke off a piece of social tea biscuit for Rudy, and another for Izzy.  But what was she going to do for me?  It would be a total sin if I could not have some of that tasty social tea biscuit too!  So Mommy took the biscuit, and dunked it in her tea, and gave it to me.  It was dunked just enough to make it soft so I could eat it.  Boy, was it ever yummy!  Mommy has milk and sugar in her tea too.  Now, before anyone starts in about the ill-effects of caffeine, it was only a little taste of tea, and besides, I'm ten years old and I've had a rough life, Mom wants to spoil me a little!

I sure hope I get a taste of biscuit and tea tomorrow too!

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>I have colitis :(</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/698220</link>

				<pubdate>Thu, 4 Nov 2010 08:28:05 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/698220</guid>
		<description>Mommy and Mama got very worried about me on Monday, as I started whimpering when I was going to the  ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy and Mama got very worried about me on Monday, as I started whimpering when I was going to the bathroom, and trying and trying, but nothing was happening.  There was also some drops of blood.  They rushed me to the vet, and our regular vet wasn't there that day, so we saw a different vet.  He examined me and I squealed like a pig. I HATE people touching me, especially in my sensitive area!!! Anyway, the vet couldn't feel anything wrong, but because my belly was bloated, and because of the blood, he felt he should do an x-ray.  Of course, I was panicked at that point, with all my anxiety, so they had to give me a sedative so I would lie still for the x-ray.  Then they gave me a reverse sedative needle, so I wouldn't be asleep for the rest of the day.  The x-ray showed nothing unusual, so the vet sent me home with some psyllium husks to take with my meals, in case I was constipated.  A $300 vet bill later and no conclusions.  Mommy was mad.

Well, I wasn't getting any better, and yesterday there was more blood on the floor, and I was still straining. I was whimpering with my belly, and seemed quite miserable.  Mommy called the vet again and demanded a second opinion, from our regular vet. Our regular vet is really nice and thorough, and she called Mommy back after looking at my chart and reading what the other vet had wrote down.  She determined that I had colitis, and wrote me a prescription for antibiotics.  I didn't have to go in for another traumatic vet ordeal, and Mama didn't have to pay more money, for which she was glad.  She doesn't think that the first vet did his job at all!  At least Mommy called back and got that second opinion.  Imagine, that first vet could have prevented me a day of bleeding and pain.  GRRR to that first vet.

Anyway, after two doses of antibiotics, I am getting my apetite back, I have eaten two meals and have even gone to the bathroom. Mommy and Mama did the dance of joy!  I am happy to be feeling better, and even curled up on the couch with Mommy while she marked her papers.  I am so glad that I have such caring Mommies.

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>new haircut, aka the dreaded grooming appointment</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/695610</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 15 Oct 2010 19:14:46 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>hi everypup!  As you can see from my new pictures, I went to the groomer and got a new haircut!  Mom ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ hi everypup!  As you can see from my new pictures, I went to the groomer and got a new haircut!  Mommy was concerned about my mouth, it was not getting any cleaner, and I am still very anxious about anyone touching it, so I am not good at letting her clean me up.  We think that I am absolutely traumatized by that jaw infection that lasted so long, untreated.  Well, now that I'm off my antibiotics, it was time to try again at the groomer.  Mommy explained to the nice lady that I was a special case, and although I would likely holler like a banshee, it was REALLY important to get my mouth nice and clean.  We know I am not in physical pain now, and that it is likely psychological, when someone touches my head (even really soft) I flinch and cry out.  So the nice lady put a soft muzzle on me, and cleaned up my mouth and head.  Now, don't get me wrong, I put up a good fight, and the manager groomer had to get another groomer lady to help her!  But they got me clean, and you know what?  The lady said that the hair around my mouth had curled inside my lips, and was actually over an inch long!  See, I wouldn't let the groomer, or Mommy, or anyone, touch my mouth for a long time.  So the nice groomer, this time, was able to get all that hair out, and I feel a LOT better now.  Mommy says I have a "poodle" cut, which is not like the "bichon" cut, but for now, while I am still giving Mom so much difficulty in cleaning, I am going to have this haircut, short around my mouth and nose.  Maybe we will let it grow out if I get better with letting Mom clean me.

What do you think?  Do you like this haircut?  I hope so. I don't want to look like a poodle, per se, but Mom was worried about my mouth!

For being such a good boy (and not biting the groomer even though I was terrified), Mom took me and me alone to the magic drive-up food window and we got some fries to share! Yum!

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Help me win!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/694804</link>

				<pubdate>Sun, 10 Oct 2010 05:48:55 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Mommy has entered me in dogster's photo contest, in the category, &quot;Car Dog&quot;!  I would sure love if y ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Mommy has entered me in dogster's photo contest, in the category, "Car Dog"!  I would sure love if you would vote for me!

<a  class=bodyTextRev target=site href="http://www.dogster.com/show10/vote_pet.php?i=1152641">Vote for Benjamin</a>

Thanks everypup!
love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>sleep is for sissies</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/693935</link>

				<pubdate>Mon, 4 Oct 2010 07:46:18 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/693935</guid>
		<description>That's my new motto.  Mommy has finally got a bit of a rootine down now, where I get a bit of soften ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ That's my new motto.  Mommy has finally got a bit of a rootine down now, where I get a bit of softened kibble and a scoop of wet dog food at around 11 p.m., so I don't wake up in the middle of the night, whining to eat.  So that works for my belly, but it sure doesn't work for my bladder!  I am teaching Mommy my new routine, which is go out at 2:30 to pee, and then again at 5:30 a.m., which is when I want my NOMS!  So Mommy is getting a lot of broken sleep.  When I eat at 5:30 a.m., and then go outside, I am ready to come back in and sleep.  Of course Mama is just getting up then, and Mommy says "why can't you sleep through the night Mister Ben? I know you can hold your bladder for 5 hours!!!"  But nooooo, I've got to pee and that's that. Besides, sleep is for sissies.

Mommy says that some homicides are done by sleep-deprived women. :) Hmmm... better stay out of hur way!]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>For keeps!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/693361</link>

				<pubdate>Wed, 29 Sep 2010 17:16:59 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/693361</guid>
		<description>hi again, it's me, Mister Ben! That's what Mommy has taken to calling me lately.  She says it's a te ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ hi again, it's me, Mister Ben! That's what Mommy has taken to calling me lately.  She says it's a term of endearment.  I don't know what that means, but she smiles every time she says it.  I like that.  I like having two humans who smile at me a lot.  They let me sleep in their bed, and cuddle with them on the couch.  They give me hugs and kisses, and I even give them a kiss back every now and then. I am starting to trust them a lot more.  Rudy likes me pretty much, but Izzy gets kinda mad if I spend too much time with new Mommy.  Mommy says Izzy is spoiled rotten and has to learn to share. BOL.  I like my new house a lot, and have only had three accidents.  Mommy said that all of them were perfectly okay, because we are in "transition."  But guess what, the transition time is almost over! Yup, you heard right, Mommy and Mama have decided to KEEP me!!! I have found my forever home!!! The papers will be signed on Saturday, so my new "GOTCHA day" will be October 2nd.  Mommy says a GOTCHA day is a big deal, and she is going to make me a cake. I think my new Mommy is the best. She even went shopping and got me some new soft treats (Turkey Jerky), and a halloween costume! EGADS!  Rudy and Izzy tell me these costumes are no fun at all, but I only have to tolerate it for a little while while Mommy takes pictures.  I am going to be a pumpkin!  Mommy saw the costume and she just couldn't resist!  I can't even pretend to be annoyed, because I've got a new forever home as of Saturday!

yours lovingly,
Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Some things to work on</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/692820</link>

				<pubdate>Sat, 25 Sep 2010 16:36:43 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Now that I'm living here, Mommy has had to interrupt her sleep in a big way.  Rudy and Izzy sleep al ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Now that I'm living here, Mommy has had to interrupt her sleep in a big way.  Rudy and Izzy sleep all night, from ten until seven.  But me, no, I have to be let me out in the middle of the night, cause I can't hold my pee very long.  Mom thinks my limit is about five hours.  I had a urinalysis (Mommy had to catch my pee in a big clean yogourt container and bring it to the vet) on Friday, so they can test and see if I have limited kidney function.  The vet may be able to do something for me.

So, anyway, Mommy wonders if she can train me to use pee pads so she doesn't have to get up at 4:30 a.m.  But, Mom doesn't think I know what they are, and of course, I am about 10 years old, so is there any point in trying to teach me?  Can you teach an old dog new tricks?

love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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		<title></title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/692173</link>

				<pubdate>Tue, 21 Sep 2010 06:57:55 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<guid ispermalink="true">http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/692173</guid>
		<description>hello! As you know Mommy is fostering me (and probably adopting me) and it is her first foster. I am ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ hello! As you know Mommy is fostering me (and probably adopting me) and it is her first foster. I am 10 years old, have 6 teeth, a collapsing trachea, slightly elevated kidney function and possible arthritis. I LOVE to eat. I can't wait to get as much food in me as possible! I am still a trim 16 lbs. though.

Mommy's question is this. You see, I have been here two weeks, and I still cry at night. I whimper at around 2, then again at 4, and then I get up at around 5 or 6. Mom wonders if I am in pain? She took me to the vet, and I am on antibiotics for a jaw infection, but I am already 5 days into them. Maybe I have arthritis which is making me stiff? Either way, Mommy is really tired, because my whining makes her wake up. She doesn't know what to do. I also whine a LOT when I am hungry, which is about an hour before feeding time, and I don't quit until I get food!

Mommy had never fostered or adopted before, and she knows she has to be patient, but she doesn't know what to do. Do you have any ideas?
love always,
Ben and Mommy Sarah]]></content:encoded>
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		<title>Fostering Failure!</title>
		<link>http://www.dogster.com/dogs/1152641/diary/Its_a_good_life_now/691542</link>

				<pubdate>Fri, 17 Sep 2010 08:00:55 PDT</pubdate>
		<author>Angel Ben ~ writing at dogster.com</author>
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		<description>Hooray, I have a forever home! Mommy and Mama are keeping me!  They fostered me for two weeks and ca ...</description>

		<content:encoded><![CDATA[ Hooray, I have a forever home! Mommy and Mama are keeping me!  They fostered me for two weeks and can't imagine me going anywhere else now!  I like my two younger sisters Rudy and Izzy, although Izzy's young and sometimes a pain in the butt!  Rudy's pretty good, and we cuddle sometimes.

Mommy and Mama took me to the vet yesterday for a full check-up.  Here is the report we gave to Heavenly Creatures, our foster organization:

"Ben is doing pretty good for an older guy. Dr. Marshall's estimate is about 10. He has some cloudiness in his pupils, which indicates the starting of small cataracts, and that symptom never occurs before the age of 7. She thinks he may have trouble seeing in the dark, which we had actually noticed, as he doesn't do stairs at night very easily.

His spine is actually not too bad, considering the fused bones at the end of his back. He has great mobility, although probably the start of arthritis. We will be doing bloodwork in the future to get more information on this, but because he moves so well now, it's not a huge concern yet. She did say that we should try to not let him jump off the bed/couches, etc, because of his breed and the length of his back, it could cause problems later on.

She evaluated the charts released from the other vets, both Sunrise and St. John's vet. She was wondering would they be able to release the x-rays to her, she would like to look at the one of his mouth in particular. He is extremely sensitive and has residual pain in his mouth from the surgery. She thinks that although he was on 6 weeks of antibiotics after the surgery, that he might have gotten an infection in his jaw bone, which is very difficult to treat. She prescribed him 2 more weeks of a stronger antibiotic which is known for better penetrating bone infections. Hopefully this will help his pain, he went crazy when she tried to look in his mouth, and won't even let me lift his lip up to look in.

She also wants to look into what the other vet said about his heart being slightly enlarged, and his kidney levels being slightly elevated. We will be going back in two weeks after the course of antibiotics, and we have to provide a urine sample so she can test for possible start of kidney failure. Again, she doesn't think this is too serious at this point, certainly it is treatable. All in all he's a happy guy which is what is most important to us."

Hooray for being adopted! I will let you all know when it's OFFICIAL, and I can put in my new GOTCHA day!!!
love Ben]]></content:encoded>
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